slowly

slowly slowly slowly..
i feel like lost in my way..
i don't know where shall i go?
what shall i do?
when im exciting to do..
excited to wait for my returns..
a sudden..
everything change..
my life change without you..
my life change to another situation where i like nothing..
where is my self value?
im always asking..
you are so depress to return whatever between you & me..
so depress to wish leave my life..
any where.. i can't stop you right?
sometime, i feel in my life don't really have a good listener..
always im be the listener..
yet, i feel even nowaday i lake to contact with my best friend..
always, i look for him..
i know he have his own life..
sometime just feel im looking for him too much & pai seh oso..
don't know? just a feeling..
haih.. shall i change my living life style myself?
izit i too depending?
Standfer Lim!! be storng ya!!
Cheerss!!!!!!!