new day..

so wish today morning while i wk up, radio or news tell me it is holiday..
dont need to work..
hahaha.. lazy piggy..
last9 was hang til 1am i think oni fal slept..
i miss YOU..
i promise will get out from ur life..
i will prof it & do it..
its a better way for YOU & me i tin..
shall not requesting anytin anymore..
i been waiting & hoping for so long..
but there is no miracle for me..
so i had to let go d..
love YOU like mad..
miss YOU craziness..
end up all with nothing..
just have to give up right?
im tired.. really tired..
i hate the feeling of no reply on message..
i hate the feeling of YOU ignore me like air..
last9, i went the place we first date..
i cant really remember what had YOU wear..
but i could remember what had YOU ate..
after our meal, which movie we are watching..
that time was so sweet..
we haven started anything..
just like small little kids having simple shy date..
all the memory was just arrive my brain..
than i text YOU d.. as usual no reply..
YOU ignore me i know..
i will take it..
than the last call was almost 12am..
i jus can say: goodbye to YOU..