lonely sunday..

i shall say..
i cant stand to stay at home..
yet, i jus back from Senai, Johor..
but im lonely home now..
i giving a chance to find YOU..
but u refuse me d..
i shall feel happy YOU getting out from there or feel sad bcos YOU refuse me..
tears keep droping when i received ur text massage with next time la...
honestly, i miss YOU badly..
i know i shall hate YOU, angry YOU but why?
i just cant stop of missing YOU right?
it is my feeling..
i jus wish YOU are the person who care bout me..
but YOU always not..
last massage was so long i send to YOU..
put all my blame to YOU..
yet, no reply from YOU..
YOU are avoiding..
stupid bee doing stupid stuff again..
how many time oni i can awake?
giving chance.. waiting hope..
nothing i have at the end..
still waiting with zero..
tired & suffer but stl willing to..
soft hearted caused me that?
ur power caused me that?
i dont know..
i don wish to know anymore..
can i hide myself?
i wish..
i want..
i hope so..