Yesterday~

it was Sunday..
can i say i hate sunday??
why i have to been thru sad Sunday?
i always feel sad on Sunday..
because it was a boring Sunday..
& "you"............
always make me sad on my lovely weekend..
i tot this time will not but yet, i getting sadness again..
every sentence, every word you told me it is so harmful..
i know it is not what you wish to do..
i know you have no choice too..
i know, i know, i know..
i always tell myself: you are the one have to "ti liang"..
yes, i know........
but yet, from the other way im hurt..
suppose we were meet up yday..
morning jogging, evening go your hs to hang around..
but, thing happen & make our plan change..
i can't even meet you at all..
been thru a sad sunday without doing anything..
why i so "qi dai"?
because start from this week until end of the month i will be very busy..
i know we can't even have time to meet up anymore..
i don't wish you just go away from me..
how scare am i??
you will never know...........
please don't tell me you feel guilty..
i know you are..
but yet, i can't even put my anger to you..
i need to be "ti liang"..
because we are just "friend"..
how sad sound on the word, "friend"..
i cried badly..
but nobody know..
the way i choose..
choose to be your side..
as long as you are happy..
so i choose not to tell anybody..