The night with you

god..........
i just pray it wouldn't just a dream..
i know i seem like a stupid..
but i willing to..
lots of matter is not control by ours..
it just like a movement by feeling..
yet, i just wish i can move by my feeling..
is true sometime i got hurt a lot..
is true sometime i need to remind myself we are friend..
but..... ya, i giving lots of excuse to myself..
because i just wan to be with you even just a second..
sorry, i know im selfish..
yet, who are not?
i know you are trying hard not to hurt me more..
is just at this moment i just wish we are in this relationship..
even it is complicated..
don't tell me we had break up..
i know im cildish..
but it is happy when i hang around with you..
just like last night.. ^^
future will it still the same?
i do not know..
i just appreciate whichever i have now..