message from V

just went V blog to have a look..
o my...
she had grown..
so the mature from her text.. ^^
i feel happy for her..
but V.. no matter how, dont worry..
we are all here for you ya.. :)
yet, i saw a text somtin mention bout mine..
talk bout dis..
its really mk me feel gonna crazy last week..
i really dont know wat shall i do tat time..
keep crying & crying..
luckily V was dey for me..
so wish tat time i wil just lost all my memory..
but now everythings bec to normal..
thanks V..
i will take the responsibility on the decision i had made..
i know you will said im c2pid but yet, i willing..
as you said..
after everythings was happened..
i did ask myself..
from begin i had decide i oni wan she to be happy..
yet, i cant complaint anythings..
as long as she is happy.. ^^

The night with you

god..........
i just pray it wouldn't just a dream..
i know i seem like a stupid..
but i willing to..
lots of matter is not control by ours..
it just like a movement by feeling..
yet, i just wish i can move by my feeling..
is true sometime i got hurt a lot..
is true sometime i need to remind myself we are friend..
but..... ya, i giving lots of excuse to myself..
because i just wan to be with you even just a second..
sorry, i know im selfish..
yet, who are not?
i know you are trying hard not to hurt me more..
is just at this moment i just wish we are in this relationship..
even it is complicated..
don't tell me we had break up..
i know im cildish..
but it is happy when i hang around with you..
just like last night.. ^^
future will it still the same?
i do not know..
i just appreciate whichever i have now..

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so d angry!!!!!
are you suite to be a big boss, auntie?????
wat the hell is this cxxpxxx??
lots of stuff you are not suppose to face me but my superior..
can you pls look at your own branding?
you like a "tin po" jus now while you shoot me!!
yes, i know i can't really hit the target you want..
yet, i had try my best!!
wat the hack u told me it is not mean of "try your best"??
it is not only stand dey & invite customer to try..
you shall pull..
how to pull??????
you siao!!
sofa & furniture is a demanding when it spoil or you move new hs or you have lots of money & you wish to change!!
it is not like small little tins can change it offenly..
is a huge stuff ok???
go ask your lovely staff la..
dey never pull any customer come in oso lo..
we all even more hardworking den ur lovely staff!!
wat dey noe??
keep doing keh po at our side..
see how we demo, how we sell, how we do den reporting to......(so call "keh po head" i tin)
it is not my false lo!! y you shoot me?
wat you mean i don't wan go ur outlet?
hello!! it is different stuff we selling ok??
can you diff ar?? buta ke??
yet, i really don't have time!!
den, you ques me wat am i doing now..
ok lo.. as respecting i told you..
im key in database & oso feedback la or mayb have to prepare of coming roadshow stuff lo..
you shoot me again said i very funny..
why everyday oso prepare roadshow stuff??
i said if have time, if not tml i wil do it..
ok, you accept it den............
again.. you so can't stand i in off?
ask why my database not everyday key in??
hello, auntie ar.......
you got brain or not?
fine, i answer u har......
i work everyday almost 10am-10pm..
den u beh tahan again ask me how bout my superior??
excuse me.. u tot all my superior very free meh?
dey got their work to do oso lo..
wat u expect?? everybody free like your lovely staff meh?
so, conclusion you beh song..
you said you wan cal my superior..
ya, go ahead..
i feel uncomfortable v you oso siao cha bo.. @@
mk my stomach more painful..
already not feeling well, early morning hear ur voice more kns!!

初恋红豆冰

this is the latest hot movie shown in town..
you told me last9 you wish to watch this movie..
from newspaper as shown, it sound good..
so sorry.. i have to work..
so sorry.. i have less time to accompany you..
i know you never complain or blame anything but you did mention..
even you are sound it in a friendship relationship..
but i care..
im happy that you told me you wish to watch d movie v me..
but not v others..
even i suggest to buy dvd & watch at home, you oso agree..
im happy & thank you.. ^^
do you know why i feel tired but i stl try to wake up in the early morning & send you breakfast?
even it just a few min i can see you..
because it is worth when you smile at me.. ^^
& thank you for your milk & coco crunch..
next time don't buy those stuff at 7-11 k?
it is expensive.. @@

Day after work with xiao yun

yday xiao yun was arrived kl..
she called me up for dinner so i promis her & hang out v her d..
we chit chat, hanging around...
7weeks after we left taiping for our trip, her life has change a lots..
she told me lots of tins had happened..
she work for lots of hours..
facing diff people..
something jus like me..
hahahahahaha..
but mine more safety..
she had quick her job & now gonna begin her own business..
she told me she wish i can help her up after she settle now everything..
after the business is running smooth..
but i told her for this moment i still not a suitable candidate.
i told her i had promis Charmaine i will help her up..
yet, im happy work v Charmaine..
is true i feel tired compare to previous company but i learn a lots..
is true i feel stressful compare to previous company but i feel happy v it..
so sorry xiao yun..
i know previous i did promise you when your business start up & everything stable i will help you up..
but i really happy with my work now..
yet, i need to gain more experience.. ^^
& so sorry i can't accompany you & bring you to walk around dis weekend..
i have to work..
so sorry & pai seh..
luckily you understand me.. Thank you..
but don't worry..
i had ask teng to co you on sun ya..
i wil stl arrange my time to hang v u d.. ^^
last9 we went SS2 fun taipei had our dinner..
thinking to ask ms.V d..
manatau she went out v tat fellow.. @@
V.. ask tat fellow next time don't voice up anything when you talk v ur frens..
she has no right!!
she can do whatever she like but how bout you?
V.. u must cheer k? don't keep stay surrounding her d..
u have better value.. ^^
oppss!! i gonna die.. talk bout you here..
later sure you tell me the same things.. xP

Day after roadshow..

Exhausted..
shall wake up at 9am but i can't even wake up while the alarm is ring..
i slept until 11am only i wake up from ee's sms..
o my god.....
extremely tired.. @@
coming Fri (ms.Vv birthday).. here to wish her happy birthday in advance..
i have roadshow again..
sorry xiao yun..
you come to visit us far from taiping but i have to work..
sorry much..
i promise i will try my best to arrange my time to bring you for better food k?
i shall not promise you im available on this weekend..
sorry again..
hope you don't mind..
not only tired, my auntie visiting me + im ou li tu..
huh.. feel blur blur..

Roadshow ar Roadshow......

how do i get more sales??
i do not know??
as what i was expected totally different..
i have a big hope to this roadshow..
but after a week, i feel that's oni a hope..
nothing changing..
i'm still waiting for miracle to come..
please.............
SALES!! SALES!! SALES!!

What kind of Cxxpaxx is this???

when come to wxxk........
you have the responsibility to wxxk like hell..
no matter time is long or short..
no matter you are tired or going to die?
you still have to wxxk nicely and tidy..
when come to claim.......
hng..... keep telling you this can not and that can not!!
so????? what is the stuff can??
i do not know..
even my sxpxrxxr oso don't know..
so........ i got no comment even im feel beh song..
i just can say: WHAT KIND CXXPAXX IS THIS??

Roadshow

start from tomorrow......
my IKANO roadshow will begin..
nervous + stress......
this time will have a "huge" target..
hmm...... @_@
please pray hard for me so that i can get as many sales as i can..
i need sales!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"You" again..

What happen to you on last9?
i no dare to ask because you warn me not to ask you anything..
ok.. i will follow what you wish me to do..
please don't drop your tears anymore..
do you know it is painful to me?
please don't ask me to leave you alone..
do you know how worry i am?
when you are sad, i will always be with you..
accompany you to scold.. accompany you to cry..
please.. you are not alone..
i am here.. always here.. :)
i have my strong shoulder for you..
i have my fat tummy for you too..
please.. look at me.. listen to me..
don't tell me you wish to be strong..
don't tell me you don't need me..
i just wish, you are happy~

Yesterday~

it was Sunday..
can i say i hate sunday??
why i have to been thru sad Sunday?
i always feel sad on Sunday..
because it was a boring Sunday..
& "you"............
always make me sad on my lovely weekend..
i tot this time will not but yet, i getting sadness again..
every sentence, every word you told me it is so harmful..
i know it is not what you wish to do..
i know you have no choice too..
i know, i know, i know..
i always tell myself: you are the one have to "ti liang"..
yes, i know........
but yet, from the other way im hurt..
suppose we were meet up yday..
morning jogging, evening go your hs to hang around..
but, thing happen & make our plan change..
i can't even meet you at all..
been thru a sad sunday without doing anything..
why i so "qi dai"?
because start from this week until end of the month i will be very busy..
i know we can't even have time to meet up anymore..
i don't wish you just go away from me..
how scare am i??
you will never know...........
please don't tell me you feel guilty..
i know you are..
but yet, i can't even put my anger to you..
i need to be "ti liang"..
because we are just "friend"..
how sad sound on the word, "friend"..
i cried badly..
but nobody know..
the way i choose..
choose to be your side..
as long as you are happy..
so i choose not to tell anybody..

for "Her"

a person i always feel pity to her..
she always try so hard for her beloved but she always got hurt..
ya, she easily get emotional but she really do love that stupid fellow..
but that stupid one always walk by mood & hurt her much..
in a relationship so hard to communicate??
or it just the person problem?
i always asking the same question to myself when i notice she got hurt..
it is so hard for sombody get involve in a new relationship & walk out from the previous hurt?
why you have been thru the sadness & now you never zhen xi whatever you have?
a person who getting hurt all this while, but now never notice youself hurting sombody else??
what a shame..........
i got angry when i notice you hurt her again..
is not i love the person but i care the person..
i feel she never do anything wrong but why you could treat her in that way?
i think the biggest mistake is because she choose you..
you are not her right person..
i pray hard for her..
at least next person will be a better man.. :)

cheer up vv.. ^_^

A text from you

last9 almost 1245am... (sorry, i didn't wk up from the msg tone. T_T)
you went my facebook to search for our Taiping's trip photo..
yes, i'm huai nian too..
i miss the time we been thru...
ai mi xiu.....
please.. don't cry anymore because of that..
that is our great memory..
ya, inside the photo we are so sweet..
we are so excited for everything..
we are so enjoy..
do we have another chance to traval together?
maybe we have but just with different relationship..
i know..

My Life~~

Out of work.....
my life full with yum cha.. eat.. chit chat.. etc........
last9 i was having dinner with Hwa.. ^^ dim sum..
si tu pid.. always night only look for dim sum to eat..
weird people.. hahaha..
my sudden mood..
as past few week a sudden mood i also feel of dim sum..
but that was too late to have it.. all close shop.. @@
yday.. suddenly feel of eating then i text Hwa..
yeah!! she said she have the mood too.. hehe.. ^_^
after work, both of us come out from off then i straight away go a bus station somewhere around shah alam to pick her up.. i do not remember where is the place?? :p
then we went a hong kong style dim sum shop to have our dinner..
yummy yummy.. so full we ate..
to be honest that time i actually gastric d..
but i didn't tell anyone..
hmm...... after the meal went home-----> mood of vomit..
keep tahan & tahan................
finally i did vomit.. suffer!!
sorry guys.. i already try my best..

* tonight, will meet up with ee & teng but not sure lee koon wil join o not? ^^
yum cha time.....
quite sometime never yum cha with them after celebrate ee birthday..
because i too busy for my work.. pai seh.. :p
so qi dai.. wish we can enjoy.. XD

..........

day come with boring..
after roadshow..
after i done all my stuff..
i really don't know what others thing i have to do?
+ Charmaine is on mc today.. T_T
i wish to have mc too..
hahahahaha.. feel sleepy.. :p
but i did feel pity for her..
every single month she have to mc at least one day..
if i in her situation, i will feel suffer too.. ><
i just had my lunch..
now doing nothing d..
this morning have some work to do & i had finish d..
just checking my mail..
once i have time, i will just keep check my mail & read the previous mail..
keep repeat & repeat.. @@
when i wish to have work, i will feel free..
when i feel i need some rest, then i have lots of stuff to do..
hiaz.. this is life.. @@
a sudden mood..
feel like want to eat dim sum..
omg.. recently keep thinking of eat..
where is my diet plan??
ah...... i shall control..
i don't want to getting fat anymore..
no more!!!!!

can i?????

can i still say "I love you.."??
can i still say "I miss you.."??
can i still say "I need you.."??
can i still say "I want you.."??

@#$%^&*

Sharing~~

假如有人對你說 “ 我永遠愛你 ”，你是否會相信呢！
我想不到有什麽理由要不相信。
無論將來變成怎樣，那一刻，我們會願意相信這個承諾。


是否相信有永遠的愛，那又是另一回事。
有人問 : “ 那你是否相信有永遠的愛？”
我相信的。然而，永遠的愛，也是會變的。


你也許永遠愛一個人，或永遠被一個人所愛。但是，愛的成份會在年月中改變。
從前所相信的永遠，是永遠慢熱地愛一個人。
後來的永遠，也許是從慢熱走到平淡。因為平淡，才可以長久。
然後，所謂永遠，有一天又會變成互相依存。


我們曾經堅持把愛和喜歡分開。愛是比喜歡美麗許多的。
一天，我們開始相信，不必把喜歡和愛分開。


喜歡也是一種愛。
正如，永遠的依存，也是永遠的愛。
我希望我能夠相信有一個人永遠愛我~~~

YOU..

"ai mi xiu"
i wish you are here for me now..
i wish i can lie on your shoulder..
i wish i can hug you tight..
i wish i can hear your voice..
i wish there is nothing change within us..
where are you?
why it is so far away between you & me?

last night..

quarrel with my sis..
cried badly..
my first step was worry bout my bro who now at taiwan..
i do not understand what had i done?
just worry..
& yet, he really told me his current situation..
but now it seem is my false..
blaming me for serious d prob.. T_T
im sad.. really sad..
cant hold me tears & it jus drop..
i try to help out d family..
i try to care the family..
no matter how tired, how hard..
i really try my best..
i never blame anybody o anyone..
but why i feel like im not belong to the family??
any prob, any burden i always have to share..
but when comes to me??
why they will always feel it is just nothing?
what i had did for the family is it too little?
i do not understand.. not understand..
i keep asking myself why? why? why?
i need just a little bit of caring, just a little bit of sharing..
but seem there is nobody understand..
only blaming....... :(

Copy from Leven Blog.. I Love This.. Meaningful..

你的爱情，我在里面。
不爱，也是一种爱。

『给我爱，却又不肯被爱』
没有主词的一句话，却说给主词的听。

不哭。
因为眼泪也有重量
是盐份吗？
不，是伤心。

怎么样的爱情最残忍？
不被承认的爱情最残忍。
在这世界里，慢慢的已经有人开始接受同性取向。
现在并不是因为同性而被分开。

而是不管男或女，只要不被认同的爱情就是残酷的。

她是我不想承认的存在。
却，也是我无法否认的存在。
以前，我会想要爱的轰轰烈烈，爱的浓烈。
但现在只想爱得刚刚好。
不想再爱过头，不想不敢也不再愿意在爱里丢了自己。

today.. @_@

just called up one of my customer to ask when can i collect the balance??
@_@ she said her husband don't allow she to buy..
what the!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
upsad now.......
what kind of human???
"BABI BETUL".. (get what i mean?)
never tin proper while u made down payment?
now oni tel me ur husband don't allow.. T_T
haih..... how am i going to inform Charmaine later?
so sorry.. i should ask for more payment in the previous.. :(
less one more sales now..
feel like want to cry..
ah..................... Standfer Lim!! b strong k?? tahan!!

where are you?
i wish you are here lent me your shoulder..
allow me to share my prob with you..
tonight are you sure we can meet up and you pass the stuff to me?
i wish to see you..
early morning.. :( mood 35%..
wish coming up will be a better day..
Gambateh!!

exhausted

out of my expectation..
im really tired..
even last9 i was wonder how i came home??
really need to charge my battery.. old d.. :(
dis exhibition i do not have any sales..
to be honest, i gave a lot of stress to myself..
i feel upsad..
y i did not have any sales?
i tot i can................
i really work hard but maybe i out of luck for dis week.. T_T
i know Charmaine will have more stress then me..
luckily my supervisor & my "pak tong" have few sales..
not that bad.. i feel happy too.. :)
i jus came back to office..
today just work half day..
because too tired d..
as usual, the office a bit too cold..
all my big boss are out for lunch & meeting sombody else..
left me here.. what else i can do??
blogging lo.. always.. hehe.. XP