Monday, March 22, 2010

22 March 2010

A lazy people like me start to blogging d..
a sudden feel mk me wan to write somthing here bcos today i start my day without "u"..
everything is so sudden..
I respect u dis time & i have control myself not to look for u..
both of us are soft hearted..
so many times.. v r trying to gv each of us a space..
a way out..
but v will always get bec in a same position..
tiring.. it mayb caused both of us tiring..
yday.. d last mgs u send to it stl in my mind..
its hurt me but i tin it hurt u too.. ( i hope it is..)
i wish u wil walk til the end v me but i noe the real world wil not allow..
s u told me, in ur situation, u noe the ans..
v have no future..
i wish it could jus a dream..
im trying to force myself to sleep round 10pm, so i could wk up & it jus a dream..
but everytin have fix..
no news, no calls, no mgs from u anymore..
have u lie on me?
it jus bcos ur family prob o u hv fal in love v somone?
im affraid to ask..
i suppose to reply u when i got the last mgs fr u..
but i affraid to reply..
affraid to tel u the same tins.. "xin fu kuai le"..
whr u apologize to me & told me dis..
sorry.. i noe im so childish & always affraid to face the prob..
sorry.. i noe i suppose to b strong but i stl avoid..
gv me somtime..
i wish i can walk out..

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