29/04/2011

The day I accept the previous what i have..

how care i am?

you don't even know..

what i need is that simple and easy..

"CARING"

do you know how hurt when you bring a person up to the sky and throw down again?

28/4/2011

为了不同的人做了不同的事..

不一样的感觉..

不一样的想法..

原来我的心可以如此轻易的动摇..

很乱..

没力思考.. ><

The moment when I change

Please don't blame me..

Please don't angry me..

I just need sometime to be sure..

I just need sometime to calm myself..

I just need a space to clarified what is the situation..

That's all..

I'm not weird..

I'm still me..

Apologize.. I'm Sorry..

谢谢你

谢谢你又让我甜甜的笑了..

谢谢你让我有机会见你..

虽然时间很短很短..

虽然我很不舍得..

但我满足了..

谢谢你..

谢谢你在你伤心难过时，你想起了我..

谢谢你依然选择我做你的依靠..

我尊重你..

我不会多问..

只希望你别为了不该为的人，事，物轻易掉眼泪..

我还是会心疼..

你还是有我..

我不会丢下你不管..

我会让你依靠..

我会想很多笑话逗你笑..

让你不亦乐乎..

让你忘怀..

万事有我在.. :)

给：乖宝宝

不是你不够好..

只是你太善良..

别给自己太大的压力..

别让自己太辛苦..

你用你的一切去填补了他的不完美..

足够了，值得了..

现在你该试着返回来更疼爱自己了..

别害怕你要一个人度过..

在这里有我们支持你..

别担心这是个漫长的路途..

在这里有我们扶持你..

我们不会丢下你，我们会一直都在..

陪你走出来，陪你走下去，陪你走到最后..

你必须勇敢的面对..

再大的风浪我们都会替你挡下..

你有我做前锋..

替你呼风唤雨..

你还有一只“猪”(哈哈)做护卫..

替你“保家卫国”..

你的生命有我们的出现..

肯定会比太阳的出现来得更灿烂..

我们没有100%的可能..

但我们有99%的一定能..

答应我们当你陷入低潮时想想我们..

我们都会在你左右..

Is my OFF day

i wish i could just hang on my bed for whole day..

i don't know what can i do?

where can i go?

wanna date somebody out for lunch?

but everybody are work & have class..

i feel lazy to move on..

feeling like hanging on bed is the best..

but....... my brain can't stop moving..

it kept shown many many question..

shown many many 'impossible'..

yes i know i shouldn't hanging..

i shouldn't staying..

i shouldn't expecting..

my heart is just missing a part..

i don't know why i choose to off today?

seem like a stupid doing nothing here..

Generous

I'm being too GENEROUS..

I keep quiet..

Don wan you stuck in Dilemma..

I'm not angry..

Only feel sad & alone..

Feeling you are leaving me far away..

Always you blaming me too busy..

Now, you even busier than me..

Is true "invasion" make me care..

But I still being gentlemen..

Because I really respect on you and care about your feeling..

As you always said, you will only know how to "refuse & reject" me..

This is what I special in your life, right?

Heart Feeling..

This few days I kept emotional..

Kept asking myself "how & why could it be?"

no idea.. really have no idea?

Alright.. Alright..

Start from now I will be more "Square"..

Don't want to stuck in any "impossible" anymore..

Take a deep breathe..

I will be fine.. :)

我

其实并不坚强..

我,

其实并没想像的那么好..

我,

头快要爆炸了..

Out of expectation

I realize I really care..

but I know there is nothing I can do..

there is nothing I can say..

ShhHhhHhh...........

keep quiet..

nothing changes..

i appreciate..

i treasure..

i keep what i have..

原来

原来..

多多少少会有影响..

原来..

多多少少我会在意..

原来..

多多少少感觉酸酸..

原来..

多多少少心里怪怪..

原来..

你在我心里竟如此的有地位..

我的不在乎，我的不在意..

原来，超出我的想象..

踏出去，会害怕..

看着这一切的发生，我竟会觉得不安..

想对你说但我收回了..

很多事，不发展好过发展..

就酱..没事没事..

一家人

什么叫做一家人？

互相扶持..

互相体谅..

互相帮忙..

是的..

我没钱..

最，最，最大的问题是我有负担..

最，最，最不应该的是我乱发脾气..

钱拿在你面前..

我是你姐姐..

你所谓的姐姐..

我几烂，几没钱都好..

我想要的是一起分担..

你车门‘碰’的一声无视于我..

为你着想，忘了沟通..

你的不领情在先..

换了我发脾气在后..

你懂吗..

我站在车门外的那一刻，我感觉自己像个蠢蛋..

你没有错..

你没有问题..

问题在于我..

抱歉..

谢谢你如此为我着想..

我很感激..

又发脾气了..

抱歉..

出发点的不一样..

我会忍下来..

做个窝囊废就好..

STRESS

target target target..

i know i can do it!!

trust myself..

im not that bad..

I CAN DO IT!!

麻醉

麻醉的说:

我并没很想念你..

麻醉的说:

我其实过的很好..

麻醉的说:

我并不期待你找不找我？

麻醉的说:

我的生活本来就很充实..

麻醉的说:

我可以很快乐..

原来我被吃了麻醉药..

麻麻的没知觉了..

午夜时分

我还在思考..

思考着"被入侵"这三个字..

心里怪怪的..

我还在思念..

思念着那段回不去的回忆..

心里酸酸的..

我还在回想..

回想着今天放肆的我们..

心里暖暖的..

我的心里竟是如此的复杂..

有种言语无法形容的地步..

我中毒了

懒惰日

今天...........

很懒，很懒..

吃饱想睡了..

刚刚和 pet po 去了 pyramid.. XD

没事特地跑去那吃午餐..

好啦..吃完肯定逛街咯..

花钱了..

还好我没乱花..

而她呢？买了一大堆.. :P

这个礼拜她将破产..

哈哈哈..

我也破产了..

本人忠告*

钱是会花完的物体..

没事别带它出街... lol

I'm back

had bunch of foods...

FATS!!!!!!!

have u ever heard ppl back from penang to kl spending more den 8hrs?

yes we do.......

after our breakfast at penang..

we went pisa again to settle down some stuff..

den we visited our partner..

leaving penang at 1pm+

den... we stop kuala kangsar to have famous pak ngah laksa..

1 word to describe.. YUMMY!! :)

alright.. next stop..

ipoh.. boss brought me to look for famous kaya kok..

woah.. lots of ppl.. Q-up to buy u know..

i brought some home for mummy.. :)

den shenn wan buy ayam garam..

as told famous at ipoh..

manatao d famous one close on monday..

wat the "lovely mon" huh?? ><

right.. den boss stop som other shop to let shenn buy..

o.. he is 18th april boy..

is his day.. so got special offer.. :)

den we are suppose to go gunung rapat to hunt for some special food..

but too bad.. it was monday again.. the shop is close..

right.. den shenn wanted to go temple for praying..

boss brought us go too.. :)

round & round..

finally.. we found it.. Kek Lok Tong..

nice place.. like heaven.. :)

i love the natural air-con thr..

after that boss suggested to have dim sum s our dinner..

let's go........

ougch!!!! the shop close down.. sudah zhap lap.. it was very very BAD!!

my beloved dim sum.. bye bye..

end up.. suggested to have famous ipoh ngah choi chicken rice..

i'm fine v it.. :)

shenn was so happy..

the birthday boy eaten all famous food that he wan in ipoh..

well, i enjoyed too.. haha.. :D

but 1 tin i realize..

my stomach couldn't absorb much food..

seriously feeling full even i eat a little bit..

den got no rasa of feeling any hungry at all.. @_@

sudah rosak..maybe is a good tin..

while we reached subang..

it was like 900pm..

den i accompany boss go for tea after we drop shenn home while waiting my sis arrived to fetch me..

den my sis wanted to go makan..

ok.. makan again.. but i oni enjoy the root beer..

we was at drive through A&W.. :)

reached home was almost 11pm d..

so sleepy..

done my stuff..

tml continue with others.. :)

got to slep now..

good9 world..

18/4/2011

看见你的部落格了..

谢谢你那么爱我..

你说得对..

我会吃醋..

不对不对..

不是吃醋..

是羡慕..

不过，我已不再要埋怨些什么了..

只要你开心就好..

毕竟你的幸福必须你去争取..

毕竟你的快乐不是我能给.. :)

加油向前冲吧..

我还是会支持你..

别忘了，你回过头..

我会在你需要的地方支持你..

fei pet..

记得跟她说..

只要她再欺负你..

只要她再欺骗你..

只要她再辜负你..

我铲都铲到去JB找她..

Roadshow Ended..

AH!!!!!!!!!!

finally.. my Penang roadshow ended..

i just can say..

the stress is over.. :)

v hit our target..

v did wat we want..

happy yet tired..

tonite will tk a good rest..

must slep til gao gao.. (i wish i can)

tml will back to my sweet home..

the place i love.. :)

right.. tonite dinner was had at cafe..

not too bad..

quite nice..

im enjoy it.. :)

i will properly come back again next mth..

1 more tin is..

coming end of the mth..

i have to fight for kl fair..

god.. allow me to have extra time..

im laking time to do my task..

i need extra and more time..

well, i will still do my best..

time still go on.. :)

The Sweetest Day

You make my day.. XD

oh my god..

i so worry i couldn't sleep tonight..

you make me extremely miss you..

so wish i could fly to you and hug you tight..

♥♥♥

woah.....

not too bad..

i still sending mail to semua orang..

back from the show..

today was a bit bad on our target..

we couldn't hit it..

i shall work more harder tml..

i have to..

my target for tml must be double up and at least 2 off chair should be SOLD OUT!!

i make my promise i will do it!!

alright..

makan time..

breakfast i had somtin weird but quite nice.. :)

it call wat "da lok mee"..

never heard before.. :P

lunch was simple due to work..

but i satisfied with it.. :)

dinner + supper..

gurney drive lo..

my god.. i damn very full..

i actually have no appetite to eat except my fried chicken skin..

wakakakaka.. XD puas hatinya.. :P

cha keow teow lo..

sure got d..

den lots of ou jian.. sudah gila..

den lots of si ham.. ><

i damn full gila..

have not really enjoy much the food..

so.. this is for my second day dekat penang..

and u.. out of expectation..

dis is wat i can say.. thank u.. :)

stay tune ppl.. :)

i will be rite back..

Good Morning

I had kuey zap last9..

It was so amazing.. XD

I still love the taste..

after kuey zap, we hunt for ou jian..

den we had it and yao yu ong chou too..

my god.. I was so full..

but Boss and Shenn stl can fit..

den after makan, we ta bao ah pong and tang yuan som more.. ><

finally, Boss surrender.. He fulled too..

den i ask Shenn, hows u?

u know wat? he replied me, "ok lo"..

wah...... my eyes almost drop out..

which mean he haven feel full.. @@

he actually very thin..

but u really cant imaging..

he can fit in lots lots food.. ><

tonite, we will hunt others food den.. :)

roadshow started today..

need to fight to get more commission..

commission drive me crazy.. :)

rm10 - rm100 per different item..

slarp~~ i wan money!! XD

moon a bit down in the morning because you break your promise..

i understand i shouldn't expect..

but you told me last afternoon, you still remember..

but why you forget it once night arrived??

is fine i tell myself..

i still alive.. life still go on..

be good be nice..

cheers!!! :)

Here I come~

~Penang~

The place I love.. except jammed!! ><

I coming again.. :)

this time is for roadshow..

is for work..

but.. work thought i will enjoy makan.. XD

arrived!! hunt for cha keow teow sudah..

my lunch.. :)

quite cheap..

3 plates, 2 big, 1 small for only rm10.50..

so damn full man.. :)

my dinner..

i requested Boss go for keuy zap..

i miss it.. :)

he agreed!! Yahoo!!!!!!!

la~la~la~la~la~la~

exciting and awaiting to hunt for my dinner later.. :)

stay tune..

will be right back.. XD

恼羞成怒

最近的我脾气暴躁得不行..

动不动就发很大很大的脾气..

谁最可怜遭殃？

我家的 fei pet..

和我的“称职女朋友”..

我可以为了很小很小的事情发很大很大的脾气..

乱骂一通..

就像支停不了的剑..

拼命的刺..

死命的刺..

我想了很久..

到底这是为什么？

更年期到了？

应该还没吧？

提醒自己..

控制自己..

别犯了无可药救的地步..

心平气和..

加油..

The Law of Attraction

The Law of Attraction is a metaphysical New Thought belief that "Like attracts Like",

that positive and negative thinking bring about positive and negative physical results.

吸引定律是一种抽象的新思想的信念就像"喜欢像吸引"，

这种积极和消极的思想带来积极和消极的物理结果.

Do you THINK before you take any ACTION?

11/04/2011

Getting busy & busy..

my cough getting serious & serious..

thanks for mummy being so caring..

thanks for grandma being so gan jiong..

thanks for ah yi buy me chinese cough medicine..

thanks for frendo purposely go find me better cough medicine..

thanks for pet po d guan xin.. :P

thanks for "称职的女朋友" d advice..

& thank you for your text..

thanks for all ppl d around me for being so concern..

really thank you so much..

i wish, i hope, i pray my cough will getting better before i leave to Penang..

Sick..

Cough until lung going to drop out..

i wish i can escape not to "visit" doctor..

but can't.. stl have let doctor earn money..

well, i went to visit my common doctor..

he said: you shall rest more.. (again the same)

he said: you shall drink more water.. (same oso)

he said: you shouldn't tk fried food.. (siapa tak tau?)

sign.. i can be doctor too..

den went to visit chinese medicine doctor..

gao tim my waist..

o my god..

pain til i wan kill ppl..

den now balut lik ba zhang..

not allow to tk shower 3days..

god.. pls let me die.. i don wan.. ><

ppl!! sick is damn costly & ma fan..

so, pls tk good care of urself guys.. :)

give myself a big clap.....

coughing..

vomiting..

sneezing..

headache-ing..

apa apa pun ada..

im leaving to penang soon..

pls........

recover fast..

ou mi tou fo..

称职“女朋友”

you make my day~ :)

im seriously telling u..

you make me smile in the early morning.. XD

Time: 08:18am

your call make me feel sweet..

a little concern make me feel happy..

you make me wake up in a laughter mood..

sick is still around me..

so wish i can sick ever without recover..

just need you to concern about me.. :)

体弱多病

exhibition 后的今天我病倒了...

从原本的喉咙痛到发烧..

我累垮了..

今天因为生病很早就回家了..

但，我却回了店帮忙..

结果跟daddy吵架..

心顿时淡了..

我为这个家付出的不够吗？

相信家里的每一人都全心全意的付出..

唯有那个一家之主..

他的病让他常常对着我们发脾气..

蛮不讲理..

乱骂人..

今天他说了一句话让我彻底失望..

我掉眼泪了..

因为我觉得很伤害我..

“从今天起，我不会再叫你做任何事”

为的就是他要我拿他的车去修理..

拜托..这不是第一次了..

上两个星期我送去修理，回来他就complaint 说还是有问题..

所以，我只是说了，为什么你不自己去呢？

你明明就比较了解..

要我去，那是要我去几次？

加上我生病了..

老早回到店我就说了我生病..

我也是人..

做到半死，休假也得帮忙..

就连病了，也是一样..

我说我辛苦，他shoot我一句我比你更辛苦..

哈.....赢了..

你有病就赢了..

我不够孝顺吗？

家里个个都够孝顺了..

能做的我们都做了..

真想大声的骂你..

我们大大小小为了你都过得很辛苦你懂吗？

你给了我们什么？

妈咪是最可怜的那个你又懂吗？

整天就只会拿你的病来压我们？

一句不方便，妈咪再累都要为你奔波..

你就只会大小声..

指挥，骂人..

你还给了我们什么？

终于..

结束了..

好累，好累..

整整5天的 exhibition 终于结束，完成..

累垮了..喉咙痛死了..

每天每天都用喊的..

两个 hall 跑来跑去..

我只能用两句诗来形容..

“别人笑我太疯癫..”

“我笑他人看不清..”

我的妈呀..

人人都说我很可怜..

哈.........memang pun.. ><

袜子都破了..

还好我有位称职的“女朋友”.. 哈哈..

今天有她帮我去买了袜子..

先说谢谢了.. :)

说起这位称职的“女朋友”还真不得了..

她光临了我的部落格..

还记得前几篇我写过的称职“男朋友”故事吗？

她说她看了后不停的笑..

因为我的“文邹周”..

平时的我绝不会说出酱的话..

我给她的回应是........在这就是我的感性时刻..

哪有那么容易样样东西，

句句词语可以挂在嘴边？

我愿意写在这就证明了我重视，我在乎..

笨蛋..

其实我还蛮想知道我在那篇文章上到底提及她的一切是对是错？

我，到底多了解她？

有时.....我很有信心的认为我是了解她的..

但.....有时..我又觉得我不够了解她..

嘿.........中毒太深？？

没力用脑了..

不要再想了..

睡觉去吧..

晚安各位..