finally.....

i can't stand..
no use..
start blaming & complaining..
what i had send??

~Feel of scolding you, feel of cry on my disappointing. But, i told myself scold no energy, cry no tears for this person ever. Let it be. Just be cooling to "you" will be fine. I kept telling myself. If "you" allowing me to pass to ur mum,"you" said "you" have no time to meet me. Even i feel disappointed but at least "you" show ur respond to me. I won as disappointed as now. Ask urself, how many times "you" broke ur promis to me? Ask urself how many hope "you" gave me & took it away again from me? "you" spoil my off day. "you" spoil my movie day. Because of "you" i willing to change all my plan follow ur time. But everytime "you" let me wait & wait & wait no ans. Ignoring me s "you" like. Shall i scold myself stupid? always & always with the end of wording 'sorry'.. tat is it. this is whr "you" told me i place a special place in ur heart. Tats whr a place im in the last & 'waiting' list. Finish blaming & good9.~

6 page of message..
feel stupid im doing this..
yet, i did it..
feel myself just like a fool.....
SHIT!!