tahan~ing

im not sure how a person can tahan pee pee from morning till now..
the time is almost 8pm..
lets calculate.. since 11am i feel lik wan pee..
total 9hrs..
yet, i cant go..
outlet no ppl.. ><
im waiting vivi to come..
sorry.. i noe i shall not trouble her..
jus.......... i cant stand anymore..
har..... from yday~today..
been feel so sad and moody..
down~dOwn~DOwn~
i shall not share it here..
jus............ haih.. i can tk it..
everyone hv their situation..
i can understd..
don forgot.. Standfer Lim with body armor..
everythings.. jus come to me..
I TELL MYSELF..
I CAN TAKE IT..
u know wat??
i feel so cooling here..
i feel lonely.. yes i am..
how long i din smile thru my heart??
feel lik long ago..
i don lik to have this feeling..
i love to smile.. i love to laugh..
but since everything change..
i don have my smile anymore..
last9 & dis morning.......
i was raining..
raining for who?
yes i know yes u know..
but this time its include som others issue..
i think bout my best fren.. haha..
ppl said, best fren is to smile for..
but im droping..
jus simple & easy.. im droping..
don ask me why??
i don know..
long ago.. since d matter happened..
i tk it all & hide it all..
huh.. my page getting less ppl to visit..
previously i so wish all can visit around but now.....
is alrite..
my page is to write my feeling..
not to show off..
jus keep quiet....... hide...........
next week coming soon..
wat do i expecting?
a lots.........
not oni from "you"..
oso from "him"..
oso from "her"..
hahahahaha..
i jus wish miracle happen.. ^^