:)

i did very well up til the night..
im :) no matter how..
i had tried my best today..
i had not fulfill the goal i set but i did it better..
i proud to myself i made all of them fight together with me..
thinking +ve really will better.. :)
im loving it!!
my confident is back!!
:) :) :)
i give my own rank to 3 star for today..
late at night now..
im feeling tired but i do not have mood to slep..
i miss "you"..
out of work..
i always spend som of my time think bout "you"..
this is oni som whr i can do..
wake up in the early morning..
i will spend 20min to think bout "you" first..
up til i brush my teeth den i will think bout my work..
lunch hr.. i spend 20min again to think bout "you" while i bite my bread..
driving time.. i spend my journey to think bout "you" again..
night, before fall sleep.. i spend some of my time think bout "you" again but my time is not oni "you" anymore..
i spend som to think bout my work..
nowaday.. i using a diff way to miss "you"..
a silent mode to miss "you"..
do "you" know??
my room is stl full of our picture..
im unwilling to take it down bcos "you" told me before dont ever keep it..
yet, i noe it is nothing meaningful anymore but i jus wish to place it there without changing anything..
how stubburn i am?
i jus want to be like that..