life.. for her & for me..

haih.. sad for her..
sad for me too..
i tin she had gone thru smt b4 i go thru..
i tin she may very sad, tired, suffer..
gone her page..
find out lots of stuff..
i noe she may gone thru sadness..
but i wish she can b strong..
smt i may wan to say too..
im sad but i have to b strong too..
i cant b emo.. im an adult..
i wish to have hug..
somone can hug me tight..
tel me don cry..
but i cant..
i learn a lesson from u..
i heard a song last9..
i love it..
the song is jus like evrything fr my heart tat i wish to tel u..
yet, i hav to keep it..
"jue kou bu ti ai ni"..
it is so mean of my heart..
*sot sot..
last9 i was shout crazy..
shooting on facebook badly..
im not understd..
u said u jus wan to b fren..
yet, i listen on ur request..
u said u wan i forget bout u..
yes, i listen ur request too..
but y u told me, u don wan b d bad person who always get gossip fr my fren? u don wan hurt me?
may i ask u, when u listen to my fren..
do u tin bout my side?
do u tin im getting hurt..
no matter wat request u had made, i follow..
but y when i cal u jus wanna chat v u, u told me don look for u..
s long s ur heart stl have me, s long s u stl love me, pls don look for me..
til a day, u forget bout me, u no longer love me oni u look for me..
wat kind of stupid theory is dis?
im not a death person..
if u really wana wait til d day come..
i can oni tel u except i die..
even my brain not thinking bout u but my heart wil too..
dis is human being.. im not robort..
honestly, i wish to lost memory..
forget everytin bout u, forget everything bout us..
find a way out don get any feeling on u anymore..
but do u noe it is hard?
wat u really wan me to do?
u r selfish..
u don wish my fren talk bad bout u den u jus wan to b a very good person in front all of my fren..
may i ask u, do any of my fren come personaly look for u??
do dey ask u leave me far away?
how come all my fren jus told me, dis is u bee..
s long s u happy but u must tin properly..
y i get a diff ans fr my fren?
can u tel me whose d person look for u & tel u dis??
im confuse..