transporter

last saturday.....
today......
im doing transporter..
follow lorry driver sending sofa to customer's house..
installing, transfering..
tired & back pain..
back very very pain.. @@
help......
but i have no choice..
went with Micole..
she oso feel back pain d..
hahaha..
i think after a while both of us will thin d..
will oso be very very strong..
wakakakakaka..
we are not transfering small little stuff..
but, SOFA.. whole set of sofa..
woah...... can you imagine how strong we are?
but truthly tired..
my god.. @@

my mood, my feeling, my mind

im jus feel myself like nothing..
hanging around like nothing..
what shall i do?
i always hanging like nothing..
doing stuff like nothing..
feel like blur........
too many days i always hanging..
diden slept well..
too late falling sleep..
too much, too much..
i shall not to treat myself bad..
but why i have to be born in this way?
why i have to always suffering myself?
what a stupid..
you can just fly away from me..
you can just leave me without anything..
why shall i still acting like a stupid..
think of you like a stupid..
i feel tired but yet, my mind keep thinking of you..
give me a time line..
when can my brain stop thinking of you?
i hate the feeling..
you can just disappear..
leave me alone here acting in the drama..
tell me why shall i still miss you so much?

June

so wish it will never come..
how childish am i?
yes, i am.......
after June it will have a big change in my life..
i think..
can i take it?
i wish i can..
nope! i shall say: YES I CAN!!!
nothing is impossible..
no matter it is gain or lost..
i have to take it!!
& you...
after June im gonna face it too..
human are selfish..
i wish i can be the selfish person too..
but can i?
i am learning..
i need time..

outing

hang out with muo muo, ah peck, ah ma, ah pia &.....
the most special one..
our "foreign friend"- siew kim..
hahahahaha..
went puchong grand opening shabu shabu..
not really nice..
stl prefer the bdr puteri shabu shabu..
yet, i had very full too.. @@
after dinner, we went I-city..
bcos our foreign friend do not noe whr is it & wat is it?
den i bcome tour guide..
simply tembak tour guide..
hahahahaha.. :P
i was wonder y tonite u never cal me?
i was waiting all nite long..
i tot u may jus same lik last nite mood of chit chat den u look for me..
but today u r not..
nvm.. i wil wait day after today..
if tml u r not too..
den i wil wait day after tml..
til a day u cal me..
i won disturb in ur life..
i wil oni wait for u..
jus miss u badly..
so wish can see u o mayb listen to ur voice..

Pray Hard!!

Last day for this week..
i need balance RM5931..
LUCK come LUCK come..
i wan hit the target!!!!!!
popipopi..

520

a special date today..
but i cant say it out from my mouth to you..
here oni i can say it out loudly!!
a place you never know..
我爱你...
我爱你...
我爱你...
我爱你...
我爱你...

the word

"i miss u"
it seem simple..
but when i saw it fr my fren type to u..
& u r d oni special one..
i found smt weird..
dont tel me my 6 sense correct again..
hopefully it is not.. @____@

中医师

几时我才可以再有时间去见你?
我很想念你哦..
哈哈哈..
背部还在隐隐作痛..
是要几时才会好？

你

只要我对你还太了解。。
这只会让我痛彻心扉。。

痛

背真的很痛..
坐着痛，站着痛..
有什么办法?
真的要痛死了..
救命啊..
药好像没什么效..
什么屁啊!!!

Monday

i did not know where shall i go today?
as usual.. i back to office..
sometime i feel im just like lost..
do i need to manage my time myself or what?
i do not know??
i just hanging in the middle..
what am i going to do today?
tak tao......
anyone.. please give me somthing to do..
i jus wish i have somthing to do so i will not think of u..

end of sunday~

what had i did today?
being auntie uncle stuff..
went pasar in the morning..
helping my parents shop to in stock..
den later noon went to visit my gradma..
she kinda forgot how are we?
i tin old age prob..
diden ask for more..
oni sitting aside..
den later fetch my mummy went centro for a short walk..
den bec home again..
lying on my bed watching movie & rest..
but my eyes cant even shut down.. @@
so wish i can slep..
den after shower, i jus went out to hv dinner with my sis..
2 stupid dellow keep mk me laugh..
cant stand.. beh tahan.. @____@
yet, im happy..
den i went to the store look for ka zua to tk stereo bluetooth for u..
i noe it is not important anymore to buy u anything..
but i had order earlier from ka zua & i had promis u..
ya, i noe promis is jus a promis..
but i did it for u again..
once ka zua told me it is arrive den i jus go & collect..
i don really think much..
wish u like it la..
huh.. time to slep but my eyes stl cant shut down..
even my brain.. my heart.. ful of u..
how? i do not noe..
good night ba..

YOU

you are just missing in my life..
shall i ask izit i have no more value for u?
jus sad after u lost contact v me..
not understd..
but i jus can stay here & wait for u..
so miss u..
u always give me a sudden..
im tired..
no comment on u anymore..

friday..

the day i took mc..
fr doctor advice..
rest more..
don move too much..
but im boring..
haih.. apa mao buat?
whole day sien sien..
went teng's house hala v lee koon..
c doctor..
traditional doctor & modern doctor hv diff idea & advice..
but oni d same is ask me rest more..
do more mild exercise but try don carry too many heavy stuff..
huh.. den how am i going to work? @@
sien..

life.. for her & for me..

haih.. sad for her..
sad for me too..
i tin she had gone thru smt b4 i go thru..
i tin she may very sad, tired, suffer..
gone her page..
find out lots of stuff..
i noe she may gone thru sadness..
but i wish she can b strong..
smt i may wan to say too..
im sad but i have to b strong too..
i cant b emo.. im an adult..
i wish to have hug..
somone can hug me tight..
tel me don cry..
but i cant..
i learn a lesson from u..
i heard a song last9..
i love it..
the song is jus like evrything fr my heart tat i wish to tel u..
yet, i hav to keep it..
"jue kou bu ti ai ni"..
it is so mean of my heart..
*sot sot..
last9 i was shout crazy..
shooting on facebook badly..
im not understd..
u said u jus wan to b fren..
yet, i listen on ur request..
u said u wan i forget bout u..
yes, i listen ur request too..
but y u told me, u don wan b d bad person who always get gossip fr my fren? u don wan hurt me?
may i ask u, when u listen to my fren..
do u tin bout my side?
do u tin im getting hurt..
no matter wat request u had made, i follow..
but y when i cal u jus wanna chat v u, u told me don look for u..
s long s ur heart stl have me, s long s u stl love me, pls don look for me..
til a day, u forget bout me, u no longer love me oni u look for me..
wat kind of stupid theory is dis?
im not a death person..
if u really wana wait til d day come..
i can oni tel u except i die..
even my brain not thinking bout u but my heart wil too..
dis is human being.. im not robort..
honestly, i wish to lost memory..
forget everytin bout u, forget everything bout us..
find a way out don get any feeling on u anymore..
but do u noe it is hard?
wat u really wan me to do?
u r selfish..
u don wish my fren talk bad bout u den u jus wan to b a very good person in front all of my fren..
may i ask u, do any of my fren come personaly look for u??
do dey ask u leave me far away?
how come all my fren jus told me, dis is u bee..
s long s u happy but u must tin properly..
y i get a diff ans fr my fren?
can u tel me whose d person look for u & tel u dis??
im confuse..

day after day..

today at mahkota cheras again..
not saying is boring..
but really little customer to serve..
honestly, im not avoiding to station here..
but a bit too "gao" for my expenses..
i try not to spend my lunch here..
ta bao fr house..
but everyday oni petrol & tol expenses oso quite gao..
everyday travelling oso tired..
haih.. how long i have to b in dis situation??
usually a week plus meal & others expenses not even RM100.
but now oni petrol & tol + somday i hv to station at puchong..
my god.. petrol + tol + parking = RM200++
@@ when oni i can save more money?
so long time i din early mth edy no money but dis mth i face d same prob again d..
haih.. how can i survive?? sien..
som more i find out u may do smt lie on me again d..
disappointed..
to lie on ppl izit better for ur own?
y human must created lik tat??
honest a bit can not?
den no matter how much u pray..
how hard u pray..
god oso wont care bout u..
treat urself & others honest la..
always avoiding.. damn..
mayb im wrong too..
but it jus my 6 sense..
i noe u too well..

day at mahkota cheras again..

early morning had serve an old lady..
feel pity of her..
so old age stl alone walking shopping centre.
she told me she is doing survey of massage chair..
im not sure is it true o not??
but i jus tk it..
she said she quite love my service..
yet, i feel happy but feel a bit weird too..
hahahahaha..
jus now was told by hwei..
tonite v can hv dinner together..
hooray!!!!!!
long time din meet up her d..
so miss her wo.. :P
nowaday, she bcome a lady i do not noe her much..
somtime really have a feel of asking lots but i not dare..
dono?? til now she stl place somwhr in my heart..
hmm..... not saying tat i stl love her la..
jus somwhr in my heart stl kept her d.. :P
im not a person "flower heart"..
yet, im a person "flower mouth"..
hahahahaha..
sombody ask me b4, if one day a girl u most love b4 came bec to look for u..
& wana get bec together v u, wat wil u do??
hmm.. such a good ques oso a weird ques..
others mayb i won gua..
except 2 persons i will..
one is hwei.. y? bcos she inside my heart til now stl is a "yi han" oso a question mark.. XS
bcos while v break up.. she never gv me a reason.. hehe..
jus bcos of tat i tin.. but i noe it won come true.. :P
next person.. oso is my "yi han"..
tats "you"..
we love each others..
we are happy been together..
prob & mistake was..
we are both girl.. :P
the same ans.. u won come bec to me..
i noe..
haiyo.. shall happy d ma..
can meet hwei tonite..
how come talk bout sad tin..
siao!! beh tahan.. @_@

day at mahkota cheras..

today i base at mahkota cheras..
but my heart was flying somwhr else..
tats with u d..
but i did smile in front of others..
i did concentrate for my work too..
i did..
i really did it better..
bcos i had promis u..
earn more money..
don snake..
today while u told me..
"don force me to treat u badly"..
ya.. i really kena cucuk again..
c2pid standfer lim..
always kena stl tak bangun lagi..
reall damn damn stupid.. @@
i promis u d..
i won disturb u anymore..
i wil out of ur life..
i will..
i wil b more stronger..
i will prof it to u..
i will..
don worry..
no matter how hard it is..
i will try..
time can prof im no longer d previous me..
im a newly standfer lim siew bee..
i will prof it!!

day in office..

today im based at office..
i think so la..
last9 text Charmaine,
she told me to back office first..
but i was late this morning..
im not sure how late i am but im late.. :P
i found out my back pain getting surious now..
even i sit oso can feel the pain..
i tin i hurt myself badly..
har.. i don wan to c doctor..
i don wan to waste money..
i use those uncle, auntie back pain sticker last9..
i found it quite work..
after i stick it on my back, i can slep wel..
den i realize am i getting old?
gorsh!! i don wan la..
i tin somtime it wil caused pain bcos i always play around with those massage chair or massager..
hmm..... i my false.. :P
i wish it will recover few days later la..
pain..........

my wish

you are here right now..
right in front of me..
i miss u badly..
i wish u can just show ur face smile at me..
do u noe it is so hard right after yday u said bye bye to me?
i so wish everything will jus stop there..
i just wish u will just beside me..
where are u?

时间

突然觉得时间好漫长..
让我好想好想回家..
在这里,我开始想你了..
好想念你..
我知道你会过得很好..
我知道现在的你依然可以开心的对着别人微笑..
我呢?
下一步该往哪走?
分得清楚了..
分得潇洒了..
但让我更想你了..
让我更爱你了..
我没有给你任何压力..
我只静静的留在这里..
我不再闹..
我不再要求..
我只尊重你了..

过去

都过去了..
虽然很累..
但,哭过就好了..
给你最后的疼爱是手放开..

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你是真心的吗?

你从来不给一个真正的回答..
总把人的心玩弄在手中..
我,总是那个等待的人..
要到几时我才可被重视?

累了

是身体累了?
还是心累了?
就快分不清楚到底是什么跟什么了..
忘了今天是几号?
忘了今天是星期几?
只知道对你的思念并没停止过..
感觉你今年桃花还蛮旺盛的..
一波未停,一波又起..
听着一个个想追求你的人还真的越来越多..
唉..........
我不可以过问,也不可以多嘴..
我不再是你的另一半..
你有权力选择..
心揪了一下..
毕竟我还是在意..
谢谢上天,你还是爱着我..
就算我们不可能在一起了..
你幸福快乐就好..

my day @ mahkota cheras

emm...........
i do not have any expectation...
less customer..
nothing to do..
quite a boring day..
i almost fall slept at dey.. @@
keep try massage machine..
our massage sofa, our massage office chair..
evas AB back strecth..
smart mate, smart lounge, smart ace, foot master, chi master, mobile seat, tens, etc..
banyak banyak dah main..
hahahahaha..
tml try smart air plus..
@@ daddy sure kill me..
he keep asking me not to try so many massager.. :P
evening planning to go pasar malam..
manatau raining..
hanging with micole & ting at old town..
quite somtime later oni we went after the rain stop..
my fav.. beli dan beli..
but not for myself..
for you bi..
i noe our relationship are not allow i buy al dis for u..
but.. i don care..
i jus don wan regret anytin in my life..
you can say im emo..
yes.. for you, i am..
i love to move by my feeling..
today really is my sadness day..
my lovely shoe spoil d..
break d..
my heart so so so pain..
huh.. tml have to spend money to repair it..
hopefully can repair la..
no money to buy ar.. @@
time to slep la..
wil cont tml if i have time..
good night..

Raining Tuesday

my mood just like out there..
raining tuesday..
kinda boring..
i had done all my work..
sitting here blogging & facebook-ing..
hahahahaha..
dont tell my manager..
nobody noe..
bcos nobody in..
tml im going to mahkota cheras..
far fr my house..
wat time shall i wk up?
i do not noe..
let see what i can do la..
hmm........
after work tin of going cheras pasar malam le..
long time never been there jor..
i feel more excited to pasar malam more den to mahkota cheras tim..
wahahahahaha..
anyone can tel me why i can be so boring har?
anything for me to do??
ahdohai..............

"Break Up"

The word i hate the most now..
i noe you keep repeating & keep reminding me..
we had break up..
ya ya ya..
i noe!!
dont noe i getting emo when u mention bout the word..
right, i will control myself..
right, i will not to asking too many of ur stuff..
right, i will just keep quiet till u tell me..
right, i will follow ur step..
right, i just to be like that..
right, i just want you to be happy..
sorry about last night..
im too exciting..
i forgot about my own situation..
i forgot our relationship..
sorry, im asking too much..
nothing much..
i will remember what is our status..
i will remind myself..
i will..
sound stupid..
but i wish it is just nice the current status..
i will be fine..

for HER

jus went HER blog to have a look..
sat night after the cal..
u never tel me what's the ans..
what's the actual have happen?
are you fine?
you cried is because you care..
yes, i did told you before..
don't cry for that fellow anymore..
yet, when you feel it is the way to release..
jus let it be..
i wont scold you k?
i will jus be with your side..
dont worry..
everything will be fine.. :)

* har.........
dont talk bout my bad anymore at your page har!!
im not a bad person to you lo..
you shall always talk bout my good dey..
at least i got some value ma..
hahahahahaha.. :P

cheer k V.........

03/05/2010 & 12.05am~~

i jus can say......................
finally my roadshow end & xiao yun is bec to taiping..
exhausted... @___________@
i have to apologize to all my friends whr i keep trouble them help me to take care on xiao yun..
honestly.. i really appreciated..
thank u guys..
terima kasi..
kam xia..
duo jie..
xie xie..
& so pai seh.. @@
if i do not have u guys..
i tin i will kelam kabut.. @@
oni few days but i feel like its going thru a long long time..
i was slept total 7hrs for 2days..
almost everyday hang till 3am-4am..
yet, i have to work sommore..
i really dono how am i chang til today?
tml.. im going to mv again..
alamak..
i tot i dont need to go anymore..
i tot i can bec off do my stuff..
but, i have to..
nvm.. i can do it!! :)
life shall tin positive..
hehehehehe..
o... i so miss my little bi bi.. :P
she also follow me for few days..
running here & dey..
everybody i keep say thank u & keep apologize..
but she is d oni one i never say anytin to her..
bi bi.. thank u so much..
i noe u shall not to do al dis for me..
but..........................
really thank u & sorry to trouble u when i was in work..