人生短暂

真的..
这几天我领悟了
人生短暂
星期天参加了朋友婚礼
看着那两人步入人生的另一个阶段
即使我和他们不是很要好
然而今早我那朋友(男)发布了他婆婆离世的消息
他说他很庆幸婆婆等到他结婚后才离开
他说他感激婆婆的一切
突然，真的很突然
寄上我的慰问，自哀顺便.
再来突然想起了那莫人
发现近来她不爱找我了
觉得她比以前更坚强了
想说打给她好了
电话中的沉静，很快的我们挂断了
然而不久后她app我了
谈话里，她说她奶奶紧急进了icu
我也紧张了
不久后，她说奶奶离开了
天啊............
我不敢相信
这到底是怎么了？
心里闷闷的
世界生病了
还是我太幼稚了？
生，老，病，死
不就是必经之路吗？
莫人，你要好好的
要更坚强，要更勇敢，要加油!!

The past 4 days

we been like lost contact
we been like do not know each other
if you ask me, do i care?
yes, i do. but i choose of respect you.
realize No.1 in your heart still you family.
yet i been pushing down to a place last for in your heart level i guess
although i know i hv to being mature and respect how busy you are.
but it seem i hv got ignore and leaving aside.
2nd in your life was your work. well do i. jobless = no money, i understand.
3rd in your life placing in with your religion.
i'm happy you got a strong mind set to it
yet, 4th place were your friend
well, am i jealous? maybe!!
i like a nobody going through all these
not blaming, not complaining
just wish to release
i listen to you, being a good boy staying at home
saving money for our future
i listen to you, being a good boy staying at home
accompany parents as what a child shall do
yet, when i got bored, i realize all my friends were outing
i realize even my parents and my family were all outing
i'm alone staying at home watching tv program
seem like a Mr.Lonely
i know it will be fine
chill up little lonely boy

a pleasant holiday

back from a pleasant holiday with my family..

well.... bringing my wife too..

woohuu.....

driving her was so excited.. :D

from Klang-Port Dickson-Melacca-Muar-Klang.

Hmm...Its a long journey.

Can you imagine, 2days 1 night trip?

We depart from Klang @ 630pm..

we are legend? wakakaka..

I'm enjoying..

Next trip will be on end July..

Penang, I'm coming to u..

With my beloved..

She dis 2days kept angry me..

Bcos I got new wife and don bother her.. haha..

Kept scold me also bcos some other reason.

Well, I take it.. :)

24/5/2012

Life shall go on with no regret..

Am I going to release?

I do not know what am I worry for?

Going on is matter of survive..

I know it, I understand..

Just I'm not willing to?

2yrs ++

I have a hard feeling to this.. To that..

I fight from I am naive..

I learn from Zero..

I grow from nothing..

Today I am mature enough?

Nope.. I'm still the stage of learning.

Learning never die..

Here.. Is a place leading me to a new future..

Here.. Is a place bringing me to a new adventure..

No one can understand how its goes through..

Only me..

Its like my own baby..

Yet, I'm telling myself: Let go and be selfish since there is a person who don't appreciate you.

Your hardness work is just a look in eyes but not in heart..

Forgive and leave..

21/5/2012 初一

老土的说，初一是个好日子..... lol

今天我到银行签合约了..

再到车行办手续了..

终于........................... :)

我的老婆快"嫁"给我了..

等她等的好久，好久..

昨天我们也初次见面了..

她还包得好好的，还没开封..

即兴奋，开心，紧张，期待也懊恼..

有了她，我的开销更大，更承重..

但没关系，只要我好好规划..

相信我能熬的过..

wee................ :)

"她"漂亮吗?

21/05/2012

10:33pm

She: Bi.. I tell u ar.. Don't ask me eat supper anymore.. Im fat!!

Me: Okie la.. But I don't see you fat ar.. Im satisfied your shape..

She: NO!! I'm Fat!! I tell you.. If u date me for supper u gou li..

Me: okie okie.. don't eat supper.. don't eat k?

She: en.. I really have to keep fit if not 1 day u complaint me..

Me: no worry.. I wont complaint u even u bcome fei po.. :)

She: cheh.. now u say like tat.. if really the day come, whose know??

Me: alright.. just wait for the day k?

10:45pm

She: Bi... tml night I need to go help at temple.. After that we go for supper okie?

Me: just now you said u dont wan eat supper?

She: Erm.. I miss the porridge we use to eat.. I miss Domino..

Me: you sure? dont complaint ar..

She: ok la.. U choose one..

Me: later u blame me caused u fat le?

She: no, no.. I won..

10:50pm

I'm sweating.. What really a women want?

She don't even know..

Haha.. :p

I will tk it

Since when I have no idea how to argue?

Since when my tears droping not because of you?

She is my beloved family..

Im angry and pissed off when she hurt me..

But I stl soft hearted to help her..

Talk to me like im owing her..

To settle her stuff, I nv blame or complaint..

Now need her help to fetch me but she push me to die and don even border.. And kept blaming me..

What shall I say?

If this is your sister?

What will you do?

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