短暂的永恒

我只能说
过得一天
是一天
我会好好的珍惜
谢谢你们的好

阔别

 两年。
看似消失。
原来,避风港在这。
不变。

人生无常

总是我看你好,你看我好。

多少人明白背后的故事?

无奈

委屈

幸福

快乐

辛酸

多久了? 我没在这闲逛...

其实昨晚我嚎啕大哭..
哭得不像是我..
有多久我把一切一切的情绪收进心里..
收得完美..
没人懂，在人前，我总是完美的包装自己..
笑着迎接每个人..
我的大方，我的体贴，总是让人放心..
哪，人后呢?
我并不坚强，我脆弱得可怕..
我害怕孤单，我害怕寂寞..
今年，我过了不完美的生日..
我不喜欢没有蛋糕的生日..
很像小孩子，幼稚的不可以..我就是..
朋友的生日，我总是主意百出，点子一堆..
但，我的呢？基本的蛋糕都没有..
可笑...或许该说每个人对生日的定义都不同吧..
在意只会让自己辛苦不是吗？
压力，工作的压力..
钱方面的压力..
家人的压力..
我不懂我还能撑多久..
在人前，我总是有一堆朋友..
多不胜数..
其实我发现，当我真正需要朋友的时候，原来能够打混的还是没人选..
我的世界发生了什么事？

harlo blogger

been a long long time i did not show my face, my ass here.. -..-

i just too busy and lazy to type anything here..

well, i change my job and went in a new company..

new environment, new ppl, new place..

i start all from zero and i know there will not everyone can communicate well..

but im trying.. still the way of trying..

job scope for me shouldn't be a problem..

only thing is product..

product knowledge gonna be very strong..

chill and gambate..

i can do it!! :)

time passing

im still here..
sitting in front of my lappie..
i got no idea how to do my work..
im stress so i went out for supper..
supper~supper~
u kill me soon..
doesn't matter..
supper kill me at least im not a hungry ghost.. ha!!
Saturday!! MVEC, the so call rojak fair..
well.... i gonna work until 12am..
bcos the organizer providing a stupid midnight mania shopping..
crazy.. who will be there for shop??
don't care..
non of my business..
chill up STANDFER LIM..
you have another 4 and half hours to sleep..
go on bed now and leave ur shit aside..
it is not the time to do it now..
good boy..


(im telling myself not to be so nice to this company anymore.. its not worth.. right??)

七月你好

原来2012已过了大半年 （惊讶）
这一年我好像觉得过得有点点快
是我还没准备好迎接我的新未来，还是..........
生活点滴没变，该忙的还是得忙
唯一改变是，我变乖了..... (呕)
现在像个居家男/宅男..
有够爱家 （@w@)
省钱，我已习惯..
没办法，未来还有更长远的路要走
必须加油
每个月要不是我家的她，我想我饿死了也没人懂.. （夸张）
谢谢你也辛苦你了
这星期会是激烈与考验的一星期
拼死都得拼下去
好好加油
^______^

凌晨两点多

我写了封很长很长的信息..
自相矛盾不懂自己要什么？
觉得委屈但又害怕..
真是没种..
泪，不停像雨点滴滴达达的流..
不知又为了什么？

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"零零落落"

嗨!!部落格..
多久没来了？
工作忙完了，病魔就来了..
没完没了
一星期里，我看了两次医生..
算了，这也是生活的一部分..
回顾两个星期来我干了什么好事? muahahaha..
我的最爱..
说到做到..
幸福的没话说........ XD

趣台北，你的食物还是我最爱的台湾小吃..

庆祝了老爸的父亲节..

因为我那忙碌的工作，全家人等了我延迟了一星期才庆祝..

抱歉了老弟，要你特地从KL回来，再回去..

龙虾先生，虽然我不是很懂你，但你的贵让我必须说: 很好吃!! lol

我们点的菜竟然满得圆桌放不下..

可怕........

每一年风雨不改，只要是老爸的大节日，中餐就会是我们的首选..

因为我家老爸是个传统的 China Man.. XD

原来我的生活除了吃，还是吃.. @@

检讨中...........................

多一个星期，我的最后一场Fair就要开始了..

好好加油!!

过后再两个星期我就要离开这里了..

一个让我成长的地方，我会想念的..

will be right back..

眼泪

竟然偷偷的流
悲从中来
请你坚强
加油
明天会更好

人生短暂

真的..
这几天我领悟了
人生短暂
星期天参加了朋友婚礼
看着那两人步入人生的另一个阶段
即使我和他们不是很要好
然而今早我那朋友(男)发布了他婆婆离世的消息
他说他很庆幸婆婆等到他结婚后才离开
他说他感激婆婆的一切
突然，真的很突然
寄上我的慰问，自哀顺便.
再来突然想起了那莫人
发现近来她不爱找我了
觉得她比以前更坚强了
想说打给她好了
电话中的沉静，很快的我们挂断了
然而不久后她app我了
谈话里，她说她奶奶紧急进了icu
我也紧张了
不久后，她说奶奶离开了
天啊............
我不敢相信
这到底是怎么了？
心里闷闷的
世界生病了
还是我太幼稚了？
生，老，病，死
不就是必经之路吗？
莫人，你要好好的
要更坚强，要更勇敢，要加油!!

The past 4 days

we been like lost contact
we been like do not know each other
if you ask me, do i care?
yes, i do. but i choose of respect you.
realize No.1 in your heart still you family.
yet i been pushing down to a place last for in your heart level i guess
although i know i hv to being mature and respect how busy you are.
but it seem i hv got ignore and leaving aside.
2nd in your life was your work. well do i. jobless = no money, i understand.
3rd in your life placing in with your religion.
i'm happy you got a strong mind set to it
yet, 4th place were your friend
well, am i jealous? maybe!!
i like a nobody going through all these
not blaming, not complaining
just wish to release
i listen to you, being a good boy staying at home
saving money for our future
i listen to you, being a good boy staying at home
accompany parents as what a child shall do
yet, when i got bored, i realize all my friends were outing
i realize even my parents and my family were all outing
i'm alone staying at home watching tv program
seem like a Mr.Lonely
i know it will be fine
chill up little lonely boy

a pleasant holiday

back from a pleasant holiday with my family..

well.... bringing my wife too..

woohuu.....

driving her was so excited.. :D

from Klang-Port Dickson-Melacca-Muar-Klang.

Hmm...Its a long journey.

Can you imagine, 2days 1 night trip?

We depart from Klang @ 630pm..

we are legend? wakakaka..

I'm enjoying..

Next trip will be on end July..

Penang, I'm coming to u..

With my beloved..

She dis 2days kept angry me..

Bcos I got new wife and don bother her.. haha..

Kept scold me also bcos some other reason.

Well, I take it.. :)

24/5/2012

Life shall go on with no regret..

Am I going to release?

I do not know what am I worry for?

Going on is matter of survive..

I know it, I understand..

Just I'm not willing to?

2yrs ++

I have a hard feeling to this.. To that..

I fight from I am naive..

I learn from Zero..

I grow from nothing..

Today I am mature enough?

Nope.. I'm still the stage of learning.

Learning never die..

Here.. Is a place leading me to a new future..

Here.. Is a place bringing me to a new adventure..

No one can understand how its goes through..

Only me..

Its like my own baby..

Yet, I'm telling myself: Let go and be selfish since there is a person who don't appreciate you.

Your hardness work is just a look in eyes but not in heart..

Forgive and leave..

21/5/2012 初一

老土的说，初一是个好日子..... lol

今天我到银行签合约了..

再到车行办手续了..

终于........................... :)

我的老婆快"嫁"给我了..

等她等的好久，好久..

昨天我们也初次见面了..

她还包得好好的，还没开封..

即兴奋，开心，紧张，期待也懊恼..

有了她，我的开销更大，更承重..

但没关系，只要我好好规划..

相信我能熬的过..

wee................ :)

"她"漂亮吗?

21/05/2012

10:33pm

She: Bi.. I tell u ar.. Don't ask me eat supper anymore.. Im fat!!

Me: Okie la.. But I don't see you fat ar.. Im satisfied your shape..

She: NO!! I'm Fat!! I tell you.. If u date me for supper u gou li..

Me: okie okie.. don't eat supper.. don't eat k?

She: en.. I really have to keep fit if not 1 day u complaint me..

Me: no worry.. I wont complaint u even u bcome fei po.. :)

She: cheh.. now u say like tat.. if really the day come, whose know??

Me: alright.. just wait for the day k?

10:45pm

She: Bi... tml night I need to go help at temple.. After that we go for supper okie?

Me: just now you said u dont wan eat supper?

She: Erm.. I miss the porridge we use to eat.. I miss Domino..

Me: you sure? dont complaint ar..

She: ok la.. U choose one..

Me: later u blame me caused u fat le?

She: no, no.. I won..

10:50pm

I'm sweating.. What really a women want?

She don't even know..

Haha.. :p

I will tk it

Since when I have no idea how to argue?

Since when my tears droping not because of you?

She is my beloved family..

Im angry and pissed off when she hurt me..

But I stl soft hearted to help her..

Talk to me like im owing her..

To settle her stuff, I nv blame or complaint..

Now need her help to fetch me but she push me to die and don even border.. And kept blaming me..

What shall I say?

If this is your sister?

What will you do?

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Her Birthday

Special for her.. :)

Counting down to your 21st bday..

Here to wish you "Happy Birthday"..

May all you dream come true..

Everything goes smooth..

mao apa ada apa.. : D

counting down...

counting down for someone..

The one growing to be mature..

counting down for her another 7 or maybe 8 days..

She cant make up her mind which day she wanted to choose for?

always 15 /16!! (tak boleh tahan)

well.. i have to be patient and wait for u to decide.. (sabar ya)

im actually making something for this someone as her birthday gift..

its a secret.. XD

well.. the cost couldn't change..

due to hand made/home made purpose..

materials had brought..

so, no pendrive sudah.. lol

something can only save in memory where cant last long..

oppss.....

are you looking for the answer?

well.. no answer for you yet..

guess yourself..

or wait for the day come..

I cant fully sure you like the things..

but still.. u know me..

i like something special where ppl don do.. lol

hmm...

Stay Tune.. :)

Something Missing??

I do not have any hard feeling..

I do not have any further request..

I keep asking to myself: what happen??

Why change in this situation and I still feel doesn't matter?

we don need a long chat after the end of the night..

we don need to report to each other no matter whr we go, what we do..

Maybe I get use to it?

I guess so...... :)

Appreciated

Terima Kasih banyak banyak...... :)

A little bit bit gam dong.. :"(

when i received it.. kinda surprise..

appreciated..

i remember what u wrote it..

although u edy forgot.. -,-