Tuesday, October 23, 2012
多久了? 我没在这闲逛...
其实昨晚我嚎啕大哭..
哭得不像是我..
有多久我把一切一切的情绪收进心里..
收得完美..
没人懂,在人前,我总是完美的包装自己..
笑着迎接每个人..
我的大方,我的体贴,总是让人放心..
哪,人后呢?
我并不坚强,我脆弱得可怕..
我害怕孤单,我害怕寂寞..
今年,我过了不完美的生日..
我不喜欢没有蛋糕的生日..
很像小孩子,幼稚的不可以..我就是..
朋友的生日,我总是主意百出,点子一堆..
但,我的呢?基本的蛋糕都没有..
可笑...或许该说每个人对生日的定义都不同吧..
在意只会让自己辛苦不是吗?
压力,工作的压力..
钱方面的压力..
家人的压力..
我不懂我还能撑多久..
在人前,我总是有一堆朋友..
多不胜数..
其实我发现,当我真正需要朋友的时候,原来能够打混的还是没人选..
我的世界发生了什么事?
Monday, September 10, 2012
harlo blogger
Saturday, July 7, 2012
time passing
sitting in front of my lappie..
i got no idea how to do my work..
im stress so i went out for supper..
supper~supper~
u kill me soon..
doesn't matter..
supper kill me at least im not a hungry ghost.. ha!!
Saturday!! MVEC, the so call rojak fair..
well.... i gonna work until 12am..
bcos the organizer providing a stupid midnight mania shopping..
crazy.. who will be there for shop??
don't care..
non of my business..
chill up STANDFER LIM..
you have another 4 and half hours to sleep..
go on bed now and leave ur shit aside..
it is not the time to do it now..
good boy..
(im telling myself not to be so nice to this company anymore.. its not worth.. right??)
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
七月你好
这一年我好像觉得过得有点点快
是我还没准备好迎接我的新未来,还是..........
生活点滴没变,该忙的还是得忙
唯一改变是,我变乖了..... (呕)
现在像个居家男/宅男..
有够爱家 (@w@)
省钱,我已习惯..
没办法,未来还有更长远的路要走
必须加油
每个月要不是我家的她,我想我饿死了也没人懂.. (夸张)
谢谢你也辛苦你了
这星期会是激烈与考验的一星期
拼死都得拼下去
好好加油
^______^
Friday, June 29, 2012
凌晨两点多
我写了封很长很长的信息..
自相矛盾不懂自己要什么?
觉得委屈但又害怕..
真是没种..
泪,不停像雨点滴滴达达的流..
不知又为了什么?
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
"零零落落"
多久没来了?
工作忙完了,病魔就来了..
没完没了
一星期里,我看了两次医生..
算了,这也是生活的一部分..
回顾两个星期来我干了什么好事? muahahaha..
我的最爱..
说到做到..
幸福的没话说........ XD
Monday, June 11, 2012
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
人生短暂
这几天我领悟了
人生短暂
星期天参加了朋友婚礼
看着那两人步入人生的另一个阶段
即使我和他们不是很要好
然而今早我那朋友(男)发布了他婆婆离世的消息
他说他很庆幸婆婆等到他结婚后才离开
他说他感激婆婆的一切
突然,真的很突然
寄上我的慰问,自哀顺便.
再来突然想起了那莫人
发现近来她不爱找我了
觉得她比以前更坚强了
想说打给她好了
电话中的沉静,很快的我们挂断了
然而不久后她app我了
谈话里,她说她奶奶紧急进了icu
我也紧张了
不久后,她说奶奶离开了
天啊............
我不敢相信
这到底是怎么了?
心里闷闷的
世界生病了
还是我太幼稚了?
生,老,病,死
不就是必经之路吗?
莫人,你要好好的
要更坚强,要更勇敢,要加油!!
Monday, June 4, 2012
The past 4 days
we been like do not know each other
if you ask me, do i care?
yes, i do. but i choose of respect you.
realize No.1 in your heart still you family.
yet i been pushing down to a place last for in your heart level i guess
although i know i hv to being mature and respect how busy you are.
but it seem i hv got ignore and leaving aside.
2nd in your life was your work. well do i. jobless = no money, i understand.
3rd in your life placing in with your religion.
i'm happy you got a strong mind set to it
yet, 4th place were your friend
well, am i jealous? maybe!!
i like a nobody going through all these
not blaming, not complaining
just wish to release
i listen to you, being a good boy staying at home
saving money for our future
i listen to you, being a good boy staying at home
accompany parents as what a child shall do
yet, when i got bored, i realize all my friends were outing
i realize even my parents and my family were all outing
i'm alone staying at home watching tv program
seem like a Mr.Lonely
i know it will be fine
chill up little lonely boy
Monday, May 28, 2012
a pleasant holiday
Thursday, May 24, 2012
24/5/2012
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
21/5/2012 初一
Monday, May 21, 2012
21/05/2012
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
I will tk it
Since when I have no idea how to argue?
Since when my tears droping not because of you?
She is my beloved family..
Im angry and pissed off when she hurt me..
But I stl soft hearted to help her..
Talk to me like im owing her..
To settle her stuff, I nv blame or complaint..
Now need her help to fetch me but she push me to die and don even border.. And kept blaming me..
What shall I say?
If this is your sister?
What will you do?
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Her Birthday
Friday, April 20, 2012
counting down...
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Something Missing??
Appreciated
Monday, April 16, 2012
16/04/2012
Me:.................
She said: you seem no jealous at all.. ><
Me: Where got?
She said: den why when i said anything about my ex, you like nothing?
Me: den what face u wan me to show u?
She said: your shit face..
Me: -,- like this? (showing my shit face to her)
She said: ya.. ur trademark ma..
Me: .............
Thursday, April 12, 2012
久违了
Thursday, March 22, 2012
21/03/2012
Sunday, March 18, 2012
人生的旅途
Friday, March 16, 2012
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
13/3/2012 (Part 2)
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
uncomfortable
Saturday, March 10, 2012
A sleepy, working Saturday
Ouch.......
Its sleepy..
So unwilling to work on Saturday when everybody is off and hanging around..
Sis apply for leave and gonna come back on Tuesday.
Fei pet having outing with friends.. :(
why must I work?
Haih.. Accept it..
Wish me luck.. Cheers..
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
6/3/12
Still waiting for set up..
Another roadshow start on tomorrow..
A new place..
Shall say i'm glad to have this place?
O? Perhaps..
Appointed my sister to in charge..
Giving her a chance..
Training her..
Than i'm free enough?
No dought..
Maybe.. ><
Monday, March 5, 2012
我就是我
我可以很空闲..
我可以很悠闲..
我可以无所事事..
我可以发呆放空..
只是,我的脑袋符合不了..
就是静不下来..
Saturday, March 3, 2012
3/3/12
Happy birthday my dear frendo..
May happiness all v u no matter whr u go..
Enjoy the every moment of ur life..
with <3
A cold night with a blanket should be a good night sleep?
Im insonmia again..
Pray for me..
Wish I can sleep well..
Good night world..
Friday, March 2, 2012
I just don't understand
What a night
Thursday, March 1, 2012
人啊....
Thank u so much.. <3
My present from her~
Woohoo.......
Cant wan to tell her..
I can wear!!
Hahaha..
So in love..
Finally I got it..
La~la~la~la~la~ ^___^
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Monday, February 27, 2012
Appreciated..
Late update for my little bro
drink, drank, drunk (part 2)
Friday, February 24, 2012
24/02/2012
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Big big love
My niang niang brough this for me..
Its a mobile pocket..
Wuuhuu.........
So cute..
Im so happy.. ^_____^
Big big love..
Thank u so much niang niang..
Love u.........
Muaksss........... <3
23/02/2012
...
22/2/2012
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
-,-lllllllll
The conversation within me & the iran lady..
Venue: toilet (ladies)
While I Q-ing up to wait for pee..
Iran lady came out after she had done her own buzz..
Iran lady: are u Gay?
Me: x_x no, im not..
Iran lady: are u Boy?
Me: o_o no, im not..
Iran lady: so, u are girl?
Me: @w@ Yes! I am a girl!
She just walk away without saying anything..
Left me with -,-lllll
Beside, an aunt was standing there look at all this happen..
After a few second, another lady came out, starring from my top to bottom..
Well, I look alike monkey..
TQ for that iran lady.. >__________<
I know im look weird.. +_+
What a sleepy day
Station at 1U today..
Tired, im so tired..
Last9 after done all report,
Look at my clock was edy 2am+
My eyes really heavy..
Unwilling to wk up dis morning.
Really, it was extremely tired.
Pls..... Tahan for another 2weeks..
I need to tk break den..
Gonna go for holiday?
I wish I can.. X)
Chill..........
Monday, February 20, 2012
Monday blues......
Lazy to move..
Feel I don like to do anything today..
Lepak~ing after rushing of parcel submittion..
Went home @ 4pm..
Tot can hv a nap but I hang til 830pm..
Finally.. but 915pm gonna wk up for RS set up..
Well.. Im stl sitting here wait for all the contractors n lorry man..
I wan to sleep..
Stl in the mode of blur~blur~ lol
Tml RS started..
Gorsshh...
I will start to work like a Zombie.. @w@
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Another collection of book
La..la..la..la..la..
Ee found this for me..
Happy.. ^_^
Reading time......
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Staying home saturday night
Everybody are outing..
Having fun..
What am I doing?
Drinking n drunk at home..
Lets party........ :p
Friday, February 17, 2012
17/02/2012
Thursday, February 16, 2012
You make my day!!
I am happiness..
Thanks for the surprise gift.
I really cant imagine why are you doing these to me?
I'm really happy..
While smiling, I can't stop my tears of dropping..
Except thank you, I really got nothing else to say..
The candle mean it to you?
The quote mean a lot to me..
"Thank you, you are always there for me, you're my refuge and rock. A shoulder to cry on, a quick joke, I can't do without you. Your help and attention came sudden, but at the right moment. You offered me support when I needed it most. Thank you for everything, you're the little light in my life."
I cried none stop bcos of all these.
my valentine came with a perfect ending.
Thank you.
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
15/2/12
The day after valentine..
You appear in my life again..
asking me how is my valentine?
How am I going to ans u?
No dought, I cant find reason y u look for me?
Few text caused my heart beated fast..
U stl place important..
Shhh..... Dont tell anyone..
这女人
情人节请快乐
我今天厉害的完成了我该完成的任务..
(OS: 骄傲的叻..)
请我身边的每一位:你..
都要快乐..
看着你们都快乐那就值得了..
那我呢?
没关系.. 一笑而过..
全世界晚安..
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
其实
14/2 是愚人节..
多少甜言蜜语愚弄着天下的情人?
1/4 才是情人节..
天下多少个男女用着玩笑的语气说着藏在心里已久的真心话?
Monday, February 13, 2012
Valentine's eve
Simple celebration among she n her frens..
Enjoyable.. :)
Happy 偷情节..... lol
闷
看着时间嘀嗒嘀嗒的过..
慢,还真慢..
530pm 你要到了吗?
还有什么事,是我还没做的?
没了..
闲,太闲了..
怎么办?
救命......... lol
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Friday, February 10, 2012
人,真的很化学
大姑丈突然不在人世了..
突然,真的太突然了..
事发没人知道,没人懂..
他独自离开了..
愿您一路好走.. RIP
My wife is in specialty HOSPITAL lagi..
P@tten li@o Liao
Thursday, February 9, 2012
为什么?
Isn't that easy
Don't tell me life come easy..
Don't tell me money come easy..
Don't tell me love come easy..
Nothing is comes easy unless you pay for it..
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
你说呢?
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
My wife
Having accident yesterday..
Bumpper, tayar, lower arm all have to change..
Im sad bcos it was costly.. :(
Financially tight..
Gonna look for better outcome..
Hope she get well soon..
Monday, February 6, 2012
Let's continue my holiday story.. ^_^
^_________________^
You know..
I got this from someone..
Its my valentine's gift..
Hahahahahaha..
Thank you very very very much..
Big love..
Muackzzzzz............... XD
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Our relaxing trip.....
Im located at UK Farm now..
With a bunch of my beloved friends.. :)
It is so relaxing..
you cant imagine how nice it is..
show u guys my fav lucky goat..
When im back than I will update again..
now going to enjoy my holiday first..
Hehe..
Friday, February 3, 2012
Season Greeting
Is time to pamper your loves one.. <3
Happy Valentine's Day.. ^3^
Super 爱拍
Helping CoCo doing advertisement..
Very nice especially Cream Green Tea..
I super love.. X)