31.12.2011

I got these from someone last night..

No idea why she gave me these?

But Im appreciated.. :)

This is far from Singapore..

Tomo arigato.. :)

It been follow me shaking for a whole day no matter whr I go..

When I look at it, recall me on the someone messy look..

I feel funny and so no image of her..

Hahaha.. (she gonna kill me, I guess)

Turn on fb today, everybody are talking about ending of 2011 and hoping of 2012.

Everybody sharing and asking for count down tonight..

Well, I admit I admire ppl can go count down, even my sis..

I gave her go of early today..

Yet, im working..

I guess I will be count down my 2012 at federal highway.. -,-

What to do?

Awaiting for tomorrow..

Finally, my off day arrived..

Been tired for a week..

Almost gone crazy.. ><

Alright, I will be right back..

Happy new year world.. :)

May all the good come to me..

Bad go away.. HUAT AH!!

Crazy.. :p

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Are you ready?

Step in a new begining and say goodbye to the past.

Im not........... -,-

Too sudden it have end of 2011..

Last day..

Yet, Im working..

I think I will be count down at mid of the road when Im home.. :)

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谢谢你

谢谢你今天让我发了那仅仅4个小时的梦..

即使短暂，即使我懂明天一切将恢复正常..

但，我铭记在心底的深处..

我会好好的珍惜与惜福.. ^^

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大众情人

今天突然被一位朋友说:

"诶，我觉得你就像是大众情人"

我莫名奇妙的看着她.. ><

我不明白为什么?

她说，你不适合任何人因为你对每一个人都好.

哈哈..

但，这不是我要的..

我只对她笑了笑.. :)

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突然想起一件事

曾经有个人对我说过:

女人的第六感很准

超准

其实，不是每一个女人的第六感都准

只因有时准确度会有偏差

有时你以为你可以有机会了

但，偏偏机会只是和你插肩而过

有时你感觉好像对了

但，那有没有感觉对错了呢？

其实人，没有100%的预感

我，喜欢即时行乐

很多时候我会后悔我做的

因为失去理智的做了不该做的

但，我不做那我又不懂结果是什么？

好奇？不是..

只不想在我的人生留有遗憾

结局或许不是很理想

或许不是我要的

但，我心甘情愿

这世界没有一定要你付出多少你就得回多少的道理

开心，没遗憾或许更来得重要吧

你可以说我不理智，不现实

人生嘛.....

短短几十年

错过了就是错过了

何必执着呢？

很多人说我是个 happy go lucky 的人

我是吗？

看情况吧

我还没那么的宽容，伟大

哈哈

Insomnia Night

The time is almost 4am now

i'm still here

couldn't fall asleep

thinking of something

somethings just mess up my mind, my life

again?

NOPE.........

always be

human are such a weird animal

yet, i'm one of it

do you have any idea which type of animal are you?

i'm the "fan jian" type

the night i couldn't sleep because of you

you told me you always know what i'm thinking

no matter what it is

than, how about now?

tell you,

what you told me the last 2 days,

all still inside my heart. :)

才没两句话..

到底是你太在意?

还是我已习惯?

刚刚的那通电话我不是该开心的吗?

开心着你打来的当时就被你盖了电话..

无奈..

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特别的感觉?

今天的午餐是和我生命重要的女人之一一起共进.. :)

终于我们可以真的坐下来聊聊了..

她还是一样..和我一样忙..

觉得她好好笑，也很贴心..

她男朋友打来，她尽然说她在'犒仔'.. @@

我告诉她我最近发生的事与某些生活变化..

她开心的说这是件好事..

但我不觉得..

原因.................

不懂..

我只做我想做的.. :)

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Task before sleep

Look at my love fei pet... XD

We are doing mask now..

After this, she will become more pretty due to the magic.

Hahaha.. :p

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What a Sunday.. :)

Full of my schedule..

Last night after dinner I went for my fav Beer drink again..

Well, my promise to STOP drinking when im 28, can I do that?

I dont know? But I will try.. :)

Reach home @ 2am..

Continue my sit up..

My cousin said: when u start to do sit up must continue, u cant stop in the middle, will caused u more FAT..

Oppss.. I'm scare of that.. Even it was late night im stl doing..

Fall asleep @ around 3am I think.. :p

Set 4 alarm to wk myself up @ 8am..

My alarm start ringing from 715am.....

Do u ever see pig? Yes I am...

Golek here n there..

Manja my lovely bed, unwilling to wk up..

Finally, 815am... U heard of pig shouting: "shit"!

im late.. Hv to go out and rush back before 930am.

Asked my sis to be my delivery girl.. :p

Someone not allow I waste petrol of purposely go subang.

So, I very guai and im lucky.. I got delivery girl..

Dono y? Feel like doing these for u.. Dont ask me..

I have no idea..

I just got a feeling of be with u n manja u.. :)

tell u smt, the bkt I went 3 bkt restaurant to find..

First one kat bekery dont have claypot type, second one kat eng ann dah jual habis.. @@

Im stupid.. I forgot nearby my house got one I always went to eat..

Pigi jauh jauh buat apa? ><

Ok.. done everything.. But forgot buy yao zha guai..

Haih.. No time.. Pai seh..

Mission complete..

950am..

Badminton time..

Long time did not go for it..

After second round, hand started pain.. @@

Gorshh.. I must tahan cant gv up neh..

So long I din sweat like today..

Very cao cao but im enjoy.. :)

Stl my love sport..

Thanks da jie change my racket net n handle..

Appreciated.. :)

Went mummy shop after badminton..

So the hungry..

Actually morning haven eat already go for badminton.. @@

Today is ah gong d 忌日..

Mummy early morning busy here n there ready for bai bai..

Got lots of dishes to eat..

Well, im like hundred yr never eat..

What oso I sapu.. FAT! :p

Hang around thr till 3pm wait my love fei pet den v went home..

After bathe, pigi nap..

So tired n sleepy..

Slep til 6pm.. Sweat again because din on air cond..

Wk up kept sneezing..

Feel like sick.. Uncomfortable..

Brought my fei pet n the little fatty go kp buy x'mas present.

V gonna hv gift exchange on x'mas eve.. :)

Than v went for kfc..

Feel like got cheated from kfc of their on9 free voucher.

Went thr only saw they stick on the notice of ALL GIVE AWAY, no longer valid.. $&@#%

If lik tat I would not go for it..

Well, my beloved brother wanna hv it, what to do?

after dinner, brought him to buy his shoe for scl..

Bata oso having sales, 1 shoe @ rm32, 2 shoe @ rm40.

Omg.. Apa dunia ini?

Habis beli, went the store brought his underwear n my stocking + boxer.. :p

than go find my love ka zua..

She kept nagging on me..

Because that day was on the phone v her half way n I forgot to call her back.. Oppss.. :p

Dah.. im home now n blogging..

I enjoy my day..

Cheers... :)

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My new shoe

Love it so.. <3

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Last Day!!

This is my Last Day at the place don't even have flies.. @@

Its great... woohoo..

Today I'm lonely.. Alone here.. ><

Due to my sister is OFF..

Movie accompany me.. Article accompany me.. :)

I will be fine..

Last night brought her went Cheras pasar malam..

She caused me broke.. -,-

She brought 3pants (2 for outing, 1 for tidur)

den 1 shirt and 1 singlet.

well, i have mine too..

my shoe.. hehe..

will update later..

its a simple grey colour shoe but i love it so much.. :)

do you guys notice?

Actually pasar malam food will caused u spend more?

2 of us oni brought few lap lap zap zap, it cost us bout rm40 neh..

wondering.. what had we ate?

went home was about 1230am.

tired n exhausted.. sleep like pig.. :p

this morning almost late for work.

dont like kinda hurry feeling.

early morning rushing here n there.. sigh =.=

X'mas n New Year coming soon.

Any plan? tired of think about plan but luckily I got my lovely fei pet.

She plan of having bbq at home and a small present exchange as well.

oh o.. wat should i buy?

think, think, think..

郁可唯 - 好朋友只是朋友

作词：黄婷

作曲：徐伟铭

听你说什么我都很快乐

接近你连影子都微笑着

几千只纸鹤你都耐心地陪着我折

却怎么都折不掉那道无形的隔阂

越懂你陪着你就越寂寞

灵魂那么美我却碰不得

感觉再炽热也不能让飞蛾去扑火

靠近你的梦难道就能不是我

好朋友只是朋友

还是朋友 不能够占有

好朋友疯狂以后

就一个人走 无所求

好朋友只是朋友

只能保留 一点点温柔

我知道什么时候回头

不打扰你的自由

认识你也许我就足够了

缘分的深浅我都不管了

可能你感动也看不见我心如刀割

哪怕很痛过 至少就不算错过

好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友

不能够占有

好朋友疯狂以后 就一个人走

无所求

好朋友只是朋友

只能保留 一点点温柔

我知道什么时候回头

不打扰你的自由

爱人不是最好的朋友

朋友再好也不能牵手

感情在天平两头 谁都怕太沉重

好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友

不能够占有

好朋友疯狂以后 还是一个人走

无所求

好朋友只是朋友

只能保留 一点点温柔

我知道什么时候回头

不打扰你的自由

感叹

刚刚又看了一篇短文

这两天来，我还看了蛮多短文的.

太闲了在一个鸟不生蛋的地方工作. @_@

人生的无常还真让人无法抓摸.

话说:-

培薇是个Axxxxx的高级总监.

在公司她高傲的外表，敏锐的眼光，果断的除事方式.

往往你也只可以对她甘拜下风.

她的好胜，不服输给人一种高不可攀的心态.

现在她依然高高在上，没人能比.

但，她却在一本书籍访谈述说着她成功背后付出的努力与她在两者之间扮演的角色.

她说: 其实我并没有你们想象的好，我并不独立，我并不坚强.

一个高高在上的女人夸口说下这话时，身边的访问者都惊讶的看着她.

她继续的说: 我背后有着一个爱我的她.她不是个男人，而是个女人. (大多数人瞪大眼睛的看着眼前的这位地位高昂的总监，只有吓呆的眼神.)

你们别吓着了，这秘密藏在我心里快16年了.

她陪在我身边，从我们还是朋友直到我们在一起，将近快21年了.

我们在这国家没办法结婚，生育但我们相爱着.其实我身边不是每一个人都懂. 即使是我的家人.

我无怨无悔.她对我的好不是常人所能理解.人说感觉对了就是对了.

其实并不，因为只有感觉的爱情是无法经营的.

因为起初我并不是因为感觉对而选择她的.

往往反而感觉对的人却是伤害你的人，不是吗? (培薇笑了笑)

其实她没有很大的事业，我的她只是个造型师.

曾经，身边的朋友都说她为了我的钱，地位?

但我发现，钱和地位到底可以让你买到多少温暖?

我们在一起的16年来，她没花过我的钱你们相信吗？

除了我自愿送她的礼物吧.

刚她事业开始时，她没有很大的本事，但她却让我觉得温暖.

那一年，她18岁，我21岁.

其实我家可以让我们上高级餐厅，但她总告诉我，除了我生日我允许你请我吃饭.其他日子都让我请好吗?我答应你，我不会要让你难堪.

我刚开始没办法接受她的用意.总是闹辩扭.发脾气.

告诉她，我与我家人的地位与人面.

但，她却笑着对我说: 我会让你明白我的用意.

记得第一次的约会，她亲自下厨为我烹饪了"烛光晚餐".

在她那时租的小房子里.

她奇妙的布置了餐桌，放了片卡带.里头有着餐厅的吵杂声，音乐声.

她第一次让我明白环境是可以改变的，人也是可以接纳的.

顿时，浪漫与温暖环绕着我.

(说到这，她甜甜的笑着.)

在我大学毕业后开始了我上班族的生活.我开始帮我父亲公司上的业务.

刚开始，我们变得很少见面.

她了解我的忙碌，静静的不打扰我. (因为我必须在最短的时间内学会一切)

每当我有任何事，闷了，不开心了，压力了.

我总把这一些发在她身上.

然而，她不曾埋怨反而给我鼓励，要我坚强.

面对着她我总是可以卸下我的面具，无私的表露我的任何一面.

她总对我说，你是最棒的. (培薇又是浅浅的笑)

其实工作的压力我不能对着任何人讲，发泄.

从小，父亲给我的锻炼就是要高傲的，让人尊敬的.

但其实我并不想要.只是我没得选择.

所以她就成了我的沙包咯.呵呵.

这两年来，当我渐渐意识到我该把这段感情公开让我家人知道了.

我该坦诚了.我用了好一段时间做着准备.

就在去年的圣诞节前夕，说好了我们到我家一趟和我家人一起度过.

但她突然没出现，电话打通了.接的却是医护人员时，我的心揪了. (培薇眼眶开始红了)

还依稀记得，她当时在我赶到医院时，她依然笑着对我说: "嫁给我"

她要我在她口袋里找到了一枚戒指.她说那戒指她买了快4年了，希望我不嫌弃.

她告诉我她要照顾我，继续疼爱我.

但她补充了句对不起因为她可能没能力了. (这时培薇眼泪开始一颗颗掉了下来)

抱歉，我失礼了. (培薇哽咽着)

我在所有人面前第一次无忌的放声大哭.

我不想失去她.我拼了命的对她说，她对我很重要.

我不允许她离开我.

她依然轻轻的握着我的手，浅浅的笑着说: 别哭，我会心疼.

我答应你，我在天国守护你好不好?

不，不.....我不希望这会是我们的结局.

16年，好不容易我们可以告诉这世界了.

对不起，对不起.要你等了我16年.

(培薇颤抖着，眼泪不停的往下掉)

看着培薇手上的戒指，其中一位访问者轻声的问: 这就是那戒指吗?

是的.我答应了她，我要嫁给她.

只是我们生活在不一样的世界了.

我坚强的面对，过着她留给我的回忆.

看到这，你的感想是什么?

其实，这短文还蛮长的，我缩短了.因为后面还有关于她的工作史.

它只是个故事？还是真人真事？

没人懂.

只是，它让我觉得无奈.

感叹这世界的不完美.

Starbucks <3

昨夜因为我爱的咖啡，

我失眠了..

又是一个想你的夜晚..

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I have time to blog now

Went for itu pet po punya page..

Woah.. i been so many months did not go visit her.

sekaligus I finish until the last post i went.

It was August 2011.

So long Im missing from here? Wondering..

this 2 days I kept thinking of somebody after the night I drunk and slept @ 4smt in the morning.

5smt in the morning, my headboard storage place dropping down an unnecessary stuff and knock my head.

I woke up and look on it, put it back, continue sleep.

I felt I miss her.

a lots

but I telling myself not to be.

I passing thru time, day, date.

Just to put away.

Well, I know I'm okey.

I will be fine.

Tough enough.

A knock make you shown again in my mind.

You are powerful, you are amazing.

But, it was my past tense right?

Recently busy like nobody yet I know how to release myself.

I know how to rewards myself. :)

hmm.. talk about rewards, I'm spending too much. oppss..

Last night out of suddenly, I took out all the NEW clothes I brought.

Arrhhhhhhh........ (I scream to myself)

Banyaknya..

What I have:

1) Long Pant for work x 2 (Still need to buy another 1 cotton and 1 jeans)

2) Shirt for work x 8 (A bit over)

3) Short pant for outing x 5 (Sudah gila, can keep for next year I guess)

4) Polo-T for outing & work x 6 (Feel like not enough, can buy extra?)

5) Round neck T for outing x 7 (Crazy, don't even know when I brought so many?)

6) Shoe x 1 (Need to buy sport shoe some more)

7) Coat x 1 (more than enough)

8) Short pant for bed time x 1 (Cukup)

9) Singlet & round neck T for bed time x 2 (Cukup)

10) Stocking x 2 (Need to buy extra)

11) Wax, Spray x 1 (May need to an extra to keep)

GILA RIGHT???

I haven' t report to my CFO, I think she gonna kill me soon. lol

Well, habis story first.

Will come back here more often than. :)