等着你的回应

你又放我飞机..

忘了给我回电话..

即使我还是主动联络你了..

没接听，也没回复..

你让我矛盾不知到底该不该再继续联络你..

很想再一次的责备你..

但还是算了..

同样的问题讲了又讲已没意义..

你忘了，你的遗漏..

就算我重复提起..

没被想起还不是一样？

我曾经认为自己对你是多么的肤浅..

如今，我知道的是..

我连逗留在你名单的份都没有..

别怪我对你的冷漠..

mind is open

Bi........

Sorry I'm not the perfect person you ask for..

I can't give you perfect life you wish to..

I can't be you perfection partner in the other half of your life..

I wish I could..

I wish I am..

yet, except Sorry nothing much I can say..

I understand what is the feeling of a mother..

especially the mother who really loves you and cares you..

I love you..

and I love your mummy too..

I did.. I really did..

the only thing I can do for you is respect..

out of that nothing I can contribute..

boy friend..

Sorry, I can't help for anything..

if there is any suitable candidate..

go for it.. have a try..

I will always support you..

trust me..

I don't wish our relationship now make it worst like last time..

I enjoy the moment I had with you..

I appreciated what I have now..

I don't really care what is that so important for being open relationship..

I don't mind it is only share within 2 of us..

记忆的存档

人，随着年纪的增长..

慢慢的会把记忆放进脑部最深的存档..

不是没回忆..

只是渐渐的记不起..

渐渐的忘了..

突然，我去了你的专业..

翻下很久很久前的留言..

找回2009我给你的生日祝福..

说长不长，说短不短..

但，我们都在这几年改变了..

曾经我们许诺未来的每一年我们都要一起庆祝..

一起吹蜡烛..

曾经我给你的承诺..

不管将来变得怎样，

我都会像最早一样每天给你传简讯..

常常给你打电话..

但，时间的流逝..

我，又真的有做到了吗？

坦白的说，我承认我渐渐的做不好..

不是我不要，而是工作的忙碌.. (虽然不是个借口)

从一个月里会有一两天忘了找你..

直到现在我们都会在对方的生活圈里失踪很多天..

然后再出现..

然而，近来我更想失踪更多更多天..

你现在的生活毕竟有了不一样的变化..

我了解，也尊重你..

请原谅我，如果我对你的态度不一样了..

我害怕心情上无法衡量..

随时爆发..

抱歉..