last day of May..

recently i seldom update..

yes i know im busy yet lazy..

hahaha..

you know wat?

i been so tire i dono how to describe it?

i just over hardworking till now im been so so so tire..

end of the mth mean poor before i got my salary..

i wan to have more money so that i can spend it and make our country move..

woah...... crazy...

i realize the god is fair to everybody..

im poor but i have my life with meaningful..

i have my family even we always shouting to each other but we use to be lovely..

i have my friend even we seldom meet up but once we hang together,

we have non-stop story to share about..

i have my work even it is stress but i looking for a better future,

and i believe 1 day what i want and what i get..

i have you even we are not a wonderful couples and no future maybe..

but at least i appreciate the moment i hang with you.. i really love to.. :)

sorry for asking the question because i worry..

"have you ever lie to me on our relationship?"

"NO, NO, NO.."

thanks for the answer..

just receiving a call from my manager..

again broking the promise for giving me stupid idiot commission..

WT......

i been waiting so long..

what had promise always never get..

haha.. shall i look for better job?

i tin i should.. i hate for bring help without nothing!!!

26/05/2011

忙..真的很忙..

忙得不可开交..

但，我享受这份忙..

它让我体验人生必经的道路..

近来阅读着一本书..

相信很多人都看过..

"吸引力法则"

"Law of Attraction"

我爱这本书..

从中我学了很多，很多..

我们人的最大缺点：埋怨，感叹..

在为还没发生的事情自主总结了负面结局..

为何，我们不能把还没发生的事情评语成真面的定论呢？

以下是我在吸引力法则学习的"自主性的吸引3步骤..

STEP 1: 釐清愿望

要让吸引力法则生效的第一步就是弄清楚[你要什么].

难题就在，大多数人都不是很清楚自己{要}什么

但却很知道自己不要什么？

知道自己不要什么是好事。

但往往这好事却会让你埋怨，抱怨而误了大事..

STEP 2: 专注自己的愿望

所谓注意力增强频率，就是对你的愿望灌注更多正面能量与关注.

我们光能辨识我们的愿望是不够的..

我们还必须给予正面的关注力..

如此才能确保我们的愿望和我们目前的频率一致..

STEP 3: 与愿望合一

我们釐清了愿望並给予关注。

最后的步骤就是要如何与我们的愿望合一..

要与愿望合一就是要移除负面能量-怀疑..

.. :)

Think Positive and Win your FUTURE..

Yes or No?

Well.........

recently hottest movie for me..

"Yes or No"

i love it so much..

so many thousand times i had watch, i still can watch again and again.. :)

"brave to love"

my comment to the movie..

so wish 1 day there is somebody really brave to love me..

is my somebody out there?????

hehe.. siao liao..

i'm lazy pig~

i lazy to speak..

i lazy to walk..

i lazy to eat..

i lazy to drink..

i lazy to work..

gorsh!!!

i just wan to hanging around..

i lazy to move on..

really lazy..

yet, im more tire......

for pass 2 week non-stop of working..

non-stop.........

out of sudden, i slow down my schedule..

everytins end...

roadshow end..

ouch!!!!!!!

im sick.......

i dono what am i doing now?

i dono what to do now..

just wan to hanging around....

I found~~~

i getting enjoy to being a sales person.. :)

i love to bargain with customer..

i love to hang around with customer..

i feel happy when i close a case..

although i have to face frustrated, gao kang, "show face" customer..

macam macam ada..

but when i close ur deal mean u die..

hahaha.. XD

update update

been so long i missing.. almost 1 week.. ><

i went penang for exhibition..

this time damn kns exhibition..

less crown..

organizer problem..

we had tried our best..

target couldn't hit..

next round, i will fight all back..

alright..

2nd tins...

i been in a relationship yet complicated..

i will not ask for anytin..

i know you will leave 1 day..

but i willing..

because i love you..

this is wat i have d feeling now..

3rd tins..

itu pet po................

haih.. no comment..

but i tell u wat i c thru on u..

i not sure is it correct o wrong?

but i really feel u care on the person..

is not a wrong tin if continue..

im the kind of person ask for feeling..

so................ tin urself..

im lazy yet sleepy..

allow me to update the others day..

good9 world.......

zZzzzZzzZzZZ

给我家的"凶兔子"

别吃醋..

我说的并不是你想的..

谢谢你昨天让我拥有美好的回忆..

我不要求些什么..

重要的是和你在一起的时候..

我珍惜那每一刻..

抱歉近来脾气暴躁..

就连我老板也如此的说我..

我会检讨..

我明天就去槟城了..

去槟城回来就到你去langkawi了..

又要隔两个星期才能见面.. :(

别偷吃哦.. :P

第五天

吵架，

呕气，

闹脾气，

不理不睬，

迈入第五天..

我竟如此的在意..

还为了这一切对着我家妹妹倒数..

你气消了吗？

我想念你了..

你懂吗？

救命啊.....

害怕..

我真的害怕..

我不想陷下去..

我不想改变..

为什么你提及“不相关人士”，我要发脾气？

我脑袋秀逗了..

每每你说着谁的好，我总在乎..

对你的在乎越来越欲出台面..

冷静下来，冷静下来..

没事的，没事的..

不停的提醒自己..

不停的深呼吸..

03/05/2011

Today is my sis birthday..

wish her happy birthday here.. :)

but she was not around..

since last9 already hang out and will not be back until tonight i guess..

right..

let's talk bout the exhibition just ended..

was very very tired..

this round i dont really earn a lots seriously..

no choice..

i have to make sure the staff i bring along get to earn..

so i was play as their back-up..

next round..

i have the chance to earn more i guess..

i will only rest for this week..

next week will have another fair at penang again..

woohuu...... penang food..

im coming.. :P

recently my life got a big changes..

i don't know how am i going to describe it..

some kind of weird situation..

i'm not sure am i wrong?

how does it last?

i wish i could hold it for..........................

maybe i don't set a date..

let's it be as long as it can..

for 'her'

i wish you can walk out whatever necessary..

i wish is really a end between you and ???..

i don't wish to see you are stuck in the kind of situation anymore..

the feeling is hurt..

get someone who really cares bout you..

get someone who really loves you..

is not that easy i know..

is not that simple i do understd..

but at least you are not stepping in anymore..

gambateh!!