Last day of March

Is killing me..

Is tiring me..

I just need you to be my energy..

Exhibition around..

I will be busying for 4days..

yet, i just have a small request..

I need you to be my side..

no big hug, i'm fine..

no kisses, i'm fine..

i just need your concern..

i.... realize..

i will not hoping or waiting..

i appreciate what i have..

when u r calling..

i get my earn..

when u r not looking for me..

life still remain unchanged.. :)

i understand what shall i have..

i pay my day..

i get my way..

this is what i choose..

我和她

迈进新的发展..

还是???

旧的发展..

没关系..

不管什么发展..

不管时间长短..

我只想珍惜..

只要有她就好..

谢谢你..

让我甜甜的笑..

谢谢你..

让我拥有你..

我不再在乎名分的轻重..

我只在乎那是不是你.. :)

原本

约了你的午餐泡汤了..

但，惊喜的.......

你为了我拿了半天假期..

谢谢你..

我有感动到.. :)

人生无常

珍惜我们身边的一切..

感恩我们所拥有的..

Miracle.....

^_^

I not sure am i doing it correctly?

i actually don't ask for any return..

don't tell me 'u will not telling me anytin anymore'..

i wish i could do everytin for u..

a pant can prof..

i really have heart & remember everytin u said..

i wish u really appreciate..

yes, u did.. :)

thank u..

原来把一切收进心里，是如此承重..

It's too heavy keeping everything in your heart..

她

或许真的希望幸福..

我不明白？

不理解？

那是为什么？

我明明看见了另一个专页..

明明marital status写的是married..

明明存在..

但，她却对我绝口不提..

她明明说了，她不想再酱下去..

她明明说了，她会和她断清一切..

但，反而变本加厉了..

她，真的变了..

变得我不认识了..

她，心里到底在想什么？

我看不清了..

以前的我只要发现，一定当面质疑..

如今的我，从她专页落地了几天..

我没问过，没提过..

为的是希望她亲口对我说..

但她没有..

今天，我再次进入专页确认..

没有错..错不了..

是她..但，她依然还没对我说..

为什么？？

Understanding

Supporting is important..

Backup-ing is important..

But.......... What is the different to the person who doing odd jobs??

Ask myself, do I ever calculative??

do I ever lazy??

do I ever blame??

Previously I am not..

Until today.............

I so wish not because of the stupid responsibility burden on myself..

1 year & 1 week......

My performance is damn so discrepancy??

I still no belonging..

I still like nobody..

I still doing the stupid odd jobs..

I do not know where shall I belong..

Where no enough ppl..

I shall place at anywhr..

I start to be calculative??

Yes...... you make through..

I start to be lazy??

Yes..... you make me through..

I start to be blaming??

Yes..... you make me through..

I am tire for this situation anymore..

Promise..............

You never make the promise be real..

I am waiting..

I'm still waiting..

Still no different..

Still no changes..

I Hope.. I Wish..

I will be getting better & better..

I'm not request i can be the top..

But at least I will not suffering..

Day & Time can prof it.. :)

不明白的事

我....今天终于体会女生心机的轻重..

我家妹妹变得不像是她..

我好像不再了解她..

为了一个伤害她，欺骗她的人死心塌地..

为了那个人，无意识的默默等那人的电话..

不管多晚，多夜..

她总给我，给自己一个理由：睡不着..

其实并不是睡不着，而是下意识的要等那个人..

她会开始比较..

她会开始不甘心..

她也会开始有点小小的心机..

虽然她常常笑着说：没有啦..只是讲而已..

但我明白她的心或许有点点的是如此希望吧..

这就是所谓的呕心斗角吗？

不........只是她得过太多的伤害..

导致今天的她想为自己做点什么..

我其实不希望她如此但我相信自己并没资格去说她些什么？

我希望她幸福..

但她选择的是酱，我无法为她做些什么..

改变些什么..

希望她的选择不会让她造成更大的伤害..

结局是赢，是输都会有人受伤害..

虽然我想自私的要我妹妹赢..

我不希望她再受伤害..

但我又不想她变成如此心机重又自私的女人..

我害怕我不再认识她..

矛盾.........

who am I?

I'm not a perfect person..

i just need some belonging..

I'm not a strong person..

i just need some supporting..

I'm not a absolute lover..

i just too soft hearted..

ArghHh.............

my customer told me..

your company really make a good laugh to me & my wife..

i been in logistic line for 23years..

i never seem a company can only delivered a base but without to top to customer..

its really unacceptable..

listen to me.. don't trust lorry driver at all..

you need to monitor them yourself..

the second time he told me this..

is my false??

on the sport i really feel want to cry..

again.. i apologize & apologize..

thousand apologies also can not cover the mistake had done..

i ask myself back..

if today im the customer what is my respond?

unbelievable..

what is so call effectiveness work flow in a company?

i don know..

why must i always stand in front and kept saying "sorry"?

dropping my feeling of fighting..

funnier thing..

i work like nobody..

i feel i have no belonging at all..

how sad... :(

la~la~la~

没有甜言蜜语..

你简单的一通电话..

S：喂～喂～在忙吗？

S：没有啊..做么？

S：嗯......你吃早餐了吗？

S：吃了咯..做么？

S：ok 啦.. bye bye..

S：huh??? 干嘛啦.. 打来问我吃了没？

S：是啦.....

S：cheh... 我还以为你想念我所以打给我.. (羞羞)

S：哎哟...当然啦..要讲的咪？

S：哈哈哈.. (大笑,暗爽) 你就不可以讲给我爽哦？

S：哎哟..你要喝多多水哦...... bye bye

S：哦..知道..干嘛一直讲byebye啦？你也是哦.... (羞羞) XD

后续普通的聊天..

但我也很高兴......

啦～啦～啦～啦～啦～啦～

今天会是美好的一天..

yuuhoo!!!!!!!!! XD

Everything is not a word can TELL

烂人，懒人......

近来很懒......

懒得什么都不想做..

懒得什么都不想理..

懒得就来连动都不想动..

但......烂人化身..

没事做了多余的帮忙..

反正我本来也只不过是个懒烂好人..

即使一切的不可能..

我依然希望为你做些什么..

即使不该再期待..

我依然不想任何回报的为你..

眼泪擦干以后；

我不再伤心难过..

我会往前走..

记得你说过的："不想再给你希望"..

Brand New = Back to Past??

What kind of situation now?

What is the weird feeling now?

Why I do not have the strong feeling?

I love "you"..

Yes I am..

But why???

Where is my strong feeling to "you"?

Disappointed too much?

Hoping too much?

I scare I step in to the same situation as previous?

I scare to fall again?

I Miss You - Craig Smart

Out of sudden...

feel to tell you..........

"I Miss You Girl"

你让我有甜甜的感觉

我................

不要求..

我只珍惜..

心跳声

大声，小声.....
毕............
“962464”
如果你还记得我传过给你的数字..
昨夜在电话中的你..
发着脾气..
乱骂一通..
但.......我却觉得甜甜的..
嘻嘻..
“9643694264642664”