31/8/2010

National Day..
But I have to work..
i got to enjoy..
but it is too boring..
where is customer? ><
orang mana pigi???
HELP!!!!!!!
CUSTOMER WANTED!! :P
i accidently saw "ur" picture uploaded by ur fren..
erm.. actually not accidently la..
i stl will go "ur" profile view u once a while..
even "you" r not in my friend list..
but i just wan to know how r "you" recently？
i shall say brand new "you"..
who i don't even know..
jia you ba..
not to think about "you".. :)
it is not belong to me anymore..

tiring..

T_T feel like blur in the morning..
feel tired..
feel sleepy..
feel like wana sai sai..
wahahahaha.. :P
si stupid..
i had pork mee again.. @_@
one whole week beturut-turut..
except my vege day..
wakakakakaka..
i'm lovin it..

the matter i care..
the matter i sad..
the matter i tears for..
the matter i hurt..
the matter i got scold..
the matter i wish for change..
the matter i wait for miracle..
the matter i keep..
woah.............
banyaknya..

jia you ba..
daddy will be fine..
pray hard..

shhhhhhh.......

你就静静吧.....
很多人认为你总有人帮..
但，我最需要我好朋友时.......
itu orang tak ada..
烂好人..
这称呼总被用在我身上..
不错，不错..
能说些什么？
两天来，我都保持静音了..
对啊.......
自家事都顾不了..
还要鸡婆..
真活该..
slap kao urself stupid!! ><
做了就不该逃避..
我会承担..

老天爷.....
拜托您.....
请您大发慈悲..
保佑我爸爸好吗？
看着他的情况一天比一天的严重..
我很担心..
眼泪流了又流..
为了那复杂的心情..

今天是Charmaine的last day了..
哎哟............
酸酸的..
五味杂橙的滋味..
不舍得......... T_T

没事的......
明天会更好..
加油..

报告结果..

daddy没有坦白告诉我们报告的结果..
我懂他不想我们担心..
但，反而从别人口中得知..
我们更担心了..
mummy更是伤心..
轻微中风..
我该说这不是我要的结果吗？
我不想要..
你说我孩子气也好..
我就是酱..
我的心飞哪去了？
我想念我家的超人..
他去医院了......
daddy..你要好起来哦........

tired......

ya, day after day.......
im really tired d..
exhausted..
a sudden feel..
when can i rest har?
i don't really know??
must get staff first i think..
o my god..
den i think i have to wait til october only i can get to rest gua..
y? coming september have 3 roadshow beturut-turut..
how am i going to rest?
im really tired..
so so so tired.. ><
sudah mao pengsan..
help.........
yday mr.lipas ask me wana change job o not?
his company hiring ppl..
my first reaction was.......
at the moment nope..
y? i still have some hope with this company i think..
i feel it have a bright future..
hopefully im not wrong la..
must jia you le la..
ntg is impossible..
i need to be done all this.. :)
GAMBATEH!!

她错了吗？

我很想大骂...
你这是干嘛?
隔了那么久..
一个不再联络的人..
仅仅的只留了一段小小的留言..
没什么，也没在那晒命.. (还是你认为那叫晒命?会太偏激了吗？)
小小的只想对朋友们说她会不在..
错了吗？
她在乎的你了解了吗？
酱又让你如此的不顺眼？
其实，你的心态到底是怎样呢？
对，你没给那人任何反应..
你只是在你的空间留言..
没事..你高兴就好..
说了你也不明白..
说白了..
你也认为那人并不在乎..
没那回事对吗？
那你懂不懂你让那人的生活充满了恐惧？
她是位爱拍照的人..
为什么今时今日她都很少把她与她男朋友的生活照放上FB?
那是为了谁？
你懂吗？
没为了想与你吵架还是什么..
只想问你，也想懂..
到底她可以争取她要的幸福吗？
为什么你可以开开心心..
光明正大的上传你的开心，你的幸福..
为什么她只是小小的留言..
你也让我认为好心酸..
她做错了吗？
错在她选择的不是你？
错在你认为她为了钱？
错在她和他是用钱在经营他们的感情？
还是你放不开？
还是你不甘心？
我不明白..
也觉得她很可怜..
从前我没在她的立场为她想过..
一味的认为她背叛了你..
她与他在用钱经营..
渐渐的..
我式着与她沟通..
我发现原来在她与你分开后..
她曾痛苦与无奈的过..
那是我们不懂的..
看到现在的她，我突然觉得该替她高兴..
但，为什么你总要在她可以开心过日子时..
又要让她不开心呢？
你不是该给她祝福吗？
还是对这个人根本没有幸福可言？

22/8/10

just had my fav.......
pa la pa pa pa.. im lovin it!!
McD......
so damn full..
feel like wana update my pass few days mood here but seem ntg much to write..
last9 i was damnly emo..
i dono y?
jut emo like a stupid..
har ha..
forget bout it..
it was pass..
i shall learn keep everything inside my heart..
not everything shall say it out right?
i diden go yum cha last9..
waoh.. its so weird..
i had get use to yum cha & hang around everynite..
but last9 i din.. i dono y?
im just tired..
i dont wish to do anything & say anything..
this morning i saw daddy was wake up early & watching tv program..
i saw he was so hard to walk even talk..
u know..... my heart was extremely painful..
feel like wana cry..
but i control myself..
i shall not to do dis..
daddy.. u will recover soon right?
yes i know u will.. :)

god.. pls bless my superhero..
i love my dad more than myself..
pls.. i just wan he to be healthy..

Time passing fast..

more than half of the month had pass..
thinking back..
what i had did this half year ++??
hmm....... seem nothing..
begining of the year.....
sharing my life with my love one..
until she left.....
i keep waiting & hoping she back..
how stupid..
yet, i shall say.. til now im still a stupid.. =="
what a shame.. ><
i change my job around march..
i though everything will be better & is a new challenge..
now.. i found it maybe not..
y? i getting tired & tired..
non-stop working with 12hrs per day.. (even more than that)
7days a week..
i shall say.. i need more rest..
i may take a long leave once here got hire new staff..
at least let me rest enough 5days..
im good right?
never ask full of my replacement leave.. XP
so bad... i cant make it true now..
im waiting..
another change of my life getting soonest..
i may need more burden & going thru more harder..
but i will take it & face it..
i tell myself........
BE POSITIVE..
EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE..
ya.. im sure everything will be fine..
god will bless us..

心疼ing.......

我常怨为什么我要承受别人不必承受的..
每天必须带着便当..
午餐+晚餐.....
看着别人总是吃着外面的食物..
羡慕.........
但，渐渐的我明白了..
我，身在福中不知福...
有我mummy的便当是幸福的..
我该开心与知足.. ^^
很多人都没有..
今早看见daddy走路的姿势..
一拐一拐的..
心疼........
再加上最近我妹们常会告诉我..
daddy的情况一天一天的严重..
慢慢的穿衣要人帮..
开始没什么能驾车..
拿不起重物品..
偶尔吃饭也要他们喂..
更加的心疼.......
mummy的担心，mummy的辛苦也一天一天的增加..
原以为情况并不是我想象的严重..
但我发现，我少了在家..
情况的严重增加..
现在的我不求别的..
拜托老天爷..
让我daddy健健康康..
挨过去就好........ T_T

七夕情人节..

一大早..
我就想念"你"了..
传了个"你"不会回的信息给你..
"Happy valentine day..
祝"你"七夕情人节快乐"..
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520..........

笨笨的..
就是不懂干吗要做笨事情..
>< 算了..
反正"你"也不会回应我..
"你"要幸福哦..


愿全天下的情人幸福快乐..
有情人终成眷属.. ^^

miracle

14/8/10, 11.45pm

B: Do I ever crossed "your" mind today?

14/8/10, 11.50pm

S: ???

14/8/10, 11.55pm

B: 我今天有在你脑海经过了吗?

15/8/10, 12.05am

S: ^^ 我可以说有吗?.............不可以................. 那你并没有在我脑海经过! 我必须很理智，所以请你原谅我!

15/8/10, 12.18am

B: 你可以理智也可以坚决.放心. :) 我选择在你睡觉时间传，也只想要发梦.你生日过了，梦工厂也该收工了.一切恢复正常.晚安. :")
* 眼泪竟然无禁止的流..反反复复，反反复复........

15/8/10, 12.20am

S: 傻瓜，晚安..... :")

15/8/10, 12.35am-02.20am
B傻傻的看着"出水芙蓉"...笨笨的笑..

15/8/10, 02.25am
B该睡觉了.......躺在床上..眼泪像流水一样不停的不停的流着..
原来B可以无止境的在乎，无止境的想念在梦工厂的S......

dangerous.....

i found malaysia really is a dangerous country..
y?? y?? y??
oni 1 1/2 hrs park d car outside..
glass breaking..
ya.. i shall say my friend never aware malaysia is "dark"..
hahahaha..
he left his laptop inside his car..
jus left it..
he though night time is safe..
but it is most dangerous..
yet.. glass breaking..
new car.. just tinted..
how waste..
laptop.. 17inch laptop..
o my.. very waste..
but luckly ppl is ok..
den tat will be fine..
ini la Malaysia Boleh!! ><

is weekend......

shall i say.....
evrybody are having their sweet weekend..
i got to work..
hmm.. i dont mind to work..
but jus feel tired d..
sleepy..
woohoo..
b positive..
i wan b positive..
jia you jia you..

* i miss "you" d..
"you" lost again..
'tata'.....

时间

今天...
Charmaine 开始交待一些些有关文件给我了..
那就是说,离她离开的日子慢慢的接近了..
她今天说她可以常常回来探望我..
我竟然说:探望又不是天天在..
hmm..我几时变得小孩子了?
我尊重她..
只要她开心..
但，还是不舍得..
没她在..生活好像会有点点苦闷..
没人陪我哈啦了.. :(
从她说要离开时,我总强忍着伤心..
我知道她也忍了很久才决定的..
我都有努力在她面前笑哦..
也一字不提起她要离开的事实..
我必须要争气..
好好加油吧..

我的奇迹..

仅仅持续了三天而已..
它已不在..
我不该再期待.. ^^
因为那本来就不属于我..

woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just can say.............
i got another miracle again..
hahahahaha..
although im the one look for "you" first..
but there is respon from "you" oso..
im loving it!!
a small respon can really caused me happy happy happy..
how powerful "you" are huh?
i wont let "you" noe.. XP
i wil keep for myself..
neh neh bu bu..
just too excited.. so simple i am..
la~la~la~la~la~la~
i wan "you"..
i wish everything will jus continue & wont change..
will it be?
i dont know..
let see.. ^^

MIRACLE

i love miracle..
but sometime i just cant get it..
last9.. althought is "your" birthday..
but i think im more happy den "you".. ^^
thanks for calling me..
i know it may oni last9..
but i still keep it with treasure..
im just simple..
nothing much "you" have to do for me..
i just need "you"..
i love the way "you" call me *hubby*..
thats oni for "you"..
thanks "you" told me "you" miss me..
i miss "you" too..
extremely miss "you"..
thanks "you" gave me kiss..
althought it is oni from the bubble talk..
but i keep it well..
nother treasure.. XD
"you" promise "you" will come subang parade to visit me..
wuhoooooo..
do "you" know how happy i am? XDD
soonest..
i gonna see "you" soonest..
la~la~la~la~la~la~
just cant wait to see "you"..

i wish............ miracle come true..

10/8/2010

the day for "you"..
god created "you" on today..
how amazing "you" are..
but it is no longer for me..
that is for others..
last9, "you' text me..
"祝我生日快乐...晚安.."
what can i say?
just feel heart pain..
"you" know..
i so wish to call in first to wish "you" happy birthday..
but i didn't..
i just keep silent..
whose know.. "your" text..
change my step..
i gave "you" birthday song..
caused "you" cried..
sorry baby..
i doesn't mean that..
is "your" day..
i shall not to make "you" cry..
im sorry..
i wish "you" can enjoy "your" big day..
wish "you" have a wonderful & unforgotable birthday..
happy birthday to "you".. ^^

:(

yday charmaine told me she gonna leave d..
i shall ask why?
but i know what is going on..
i jus sad..
since alfa til now..
i been follow her & i love to work v her..
i was thinking what am i gonna do next?
she leave, shall i leave too?
i dont know..
i just love to work v her..
but i got no power to change anything..
i know her well..
once she decided..
she will keen to do it..
except there is something or others thing change her mind..
hmm.. i wish there really have something to change her mind..
so, wait & see..

will there have any miracle?
i wish to have..
i wish she will not leave..
please god..

我相信

每一天 睁开眼 时间改变着一切
风吹过 望着天 飘忽不定的感觉
不想说 是与非 是非都没有绝对
可是我 不后悔 因为有你在身边

Cuz I believe Cuz I believe
每个呼吸 都有意义
逝去的太多啊 没有时间叹息
再迷惘 也继续

Cuz I believe Cuz I believe
你说的一切 我都相信
你握着我的手 看着我的眼睛
我比谁 都确定 你的心

每一天(每一天) 梦在飞(梦在飞)
翅膀累了不停歇
挥着手 想着谁 回忆是我的依恋
受了伤(受了伤) 掉眼泪(掉眼泪)
你就出现在眼前
约定的(你我约定的) 都兑现(全部都兑现)
给我最美的画面

Cuz I believe Cuz I believe
每个呼吸 都有意义
逝去的太多 没有时间叹息
再迷惘 也继续

Cuz I believe Cuz I believe
你说的一切 我都相信
你握着我的手 看着我的眼睛
我比谁 都确定 你的心

Cuz I believe Cuz I believe
你说的一切 我都相信
你握着我的手 看着我的眼睛
我比谁 都确定 你的心



多少可以真的相信???

Saturday 7/8/2010..

Today suppose im will be celebrating mummy birthday..
today is her big day....... :(
i cant even have time to have dinner with her..
cant even have proper time sing birthday song & cut cake with her..
working.. busy working..
sorry mummy..
sorry fei pet..
last weekend fei pet birthday i oso cant manage to celebrate with her..
sorry everybody..
today outlet also a bit too quiet..
hmm.. wondering.. how can it be?
maybe it is still early?
i dont know..
shall think positive..
weekend usually people sleep until sun raise up d rite?
maybe...
i just want customer..
serving customer time passing faster..
if not keep facebook-ing oso getting boring.. ><
tonite may hang till late again..
promise her to bring her go makan makan..
hope she getting better la..
last9 heard she keep crying..
pity on her..
must gambateh o.. :)

cheers vv..

蘑菇头不见噜......

今天早上去剪了头发..
我的蘑菇头不见了..

但，坏坏的尾巴还在.. XPP
爱.....自恋.. XD

今天showroom还是有点太静了..
可能还没是周末吧..
来来来..
自恋时间咯..

顺便帮我的手表打一打广告..
哈哈哈哈哈..

想睡觉了.... zZzzZzz
近来没什么够睡..
昨天开着电视，开着电脑，开着灯..
我就睡着了.. =="
还蛮服我自己的..
哈哈哈..
今天剪头发时,和S.T聊起了"你"..
他问我，我放下"你"了吗?
我发现我的回答是完全没有..
是吗?不懂了..
只是很想念"你"..

facebook-ing..

in outlet i shall much more relax o what?
i keep facebook-ing this few days..
den.. i start to play baking life & fashion world..
o my.. i just cant stand myself doing this kind of stuff..
kinda crazy rite?
but i jus cant stop..
yet, i stl very hardworking..
while work, i stl concentrate & work hard..
morning got text mgs from ee..
yum cha tml nite.. :(
so sad i cant mk it..
so cham..
can anyone tel me..
when can i rest & hang out?
so wish i can hang out..
always store myself inside this outlet..
scare one day i will lost in d world..
jus dono wat is happening outside.. ><
5 more days will be ur birthday d..
how are "you" going to celebrate?
v ur beloved?
i was wonder..
wish to ask too..
but i shut up..
no longer my business..

wish "you" happy birthday in advance..
may "you" happy always.. ^^

WANTED!!

where are all the people going??
i want CUSTOMER!!

Anyone interested to work??
i need STAFF!!

Your called..

dropping my tears non-stop..
thank you "you" said tat "you" like it..
thank you im not out of "your" network..
im stl will get "your" call..
so wish "you" really will look for me..
i know "you" really trying hard get out from my life..
go as far as "you" can..
just wish there are something change..

*sob*

我送了..

今天早上..
我送了..
"你"的生日礼物..
但，你给我的回应是要我拿回去..
我明白我不该送..
只想在你的生日送上我想送你的..
并没有想过应该不应该..
可能对很多人来说有点太贵了..
但,我还是买了..
就没想太多..
希望"你"会喜欢..

这个月没事还是别出街.. =="